Happy endings!

{Video} 070604 Tohoshinki - Telephone box

2011-06-12T00:47:00.000-07:00

070604 HEY HEY HEY (Telephone Box) [English... by jaejoongaddict

{Video} Tohoshinki - Oshaerism

2011-06-12T00:34:00.000-07:00

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{Video} Tohoshinki - Tokyo Friend Park

2011-06-12T00:31:00.000-07:00

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{Video} 070806 Tohoshinki - HEYHEYHEY

2011-06-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

{GOE-SS} 070806 Tohoshinki - HEY!HEY!HEY! MUSIC... by ThanhNhiT

{Review} Web Hosting Geeks

2010-12-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

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{Review} Web Hosting Fan

2010-12-06T07:38:00.000-08:00

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2010-11-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

PayBox

{Review} Tutornext

2010-11-19T08:34:00.001-08:00

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{Review} Tutorvista

2010-11-11T01:53:00.000-08:00

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{Review} Blue Sky Scrubs

2010-09-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

In need of a new dental uniform or dental scrubs? Blue sky scrubs is the place to go, they offer all kinds of medical scrubs for men or women in variety of sizes and colors. The materials are made from the highest quality fabric and are designed for comfort. Blue sky scrubs offer scrubs with stretchy materials and strategic pockets for easy functions.

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{Review} RepairPal

2010-07-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

If you're having car troubles but but don't know a single thing about cars, repairpal is the best place for you to seek help. It's a website designed to give you the best prices, advice, and repair estimates that are not only affordable but also convenient.

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{Review} GOLD COINS GAIN

2009-10-28T21:51:00.000-07:00

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Once upon a time

2009-10-10T00:07:00.000-07:00

There was once a man named Akanishi Jin
Who was so in love with a man, it's a sin
unfortunately for him, there was this one small thing
the man he fell in love with was the great turtle pear king

He tried to stop whatever he was feeling,
but when he sees him, his heart won't stop beating.
He decided there was only one thing to do
To kiss Kamenashi Kazuya out of the blue.

So after practice he decided to stay,
to ask his beloved to come out and play
but his bandmate had, begged to disagree
according to him, he was just not free

So our prince had no choice but to take drastic measures,
he pounced on his beloved, to take his own pleasure!
The last thing he saw was the size of Kame's fist
and that was when he realized that maybe ignorance is bliss.

And so while the sun sets, watched by the pigeons
Akanishi Jin was sent into oblivion
And that was the last of our hip-swiveling prince
for he was never heard from again, that day on ever since.

Direct TV

2009-08-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

For those who have unreliable cable with very little channels, subscribe to Direct TV system now! It's easier, reliable and offers more than 200 channels!

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Oh Toma, the things you do to me!

2009-08-15T01:55:00.000-07:00

I've often wondered how Toma looks like whenever he's with Pi. (Pi who?) At least now we know the answer.

Is it wrong that I love this so much? Is it wrong? Is it wrong?!!
swiped from hpswf1

*goes back to listening to teachers before I collapse from mental orgasm*

How to cure this obsession?

2009-08-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

Oh Yamapi, your moobs sparkle like no other.

{Fic} And the world is our stage

2009-08-06T21:46:00.000-07:00

Title: And the world is our stage
Pairing: AKAME
Summary: Kame needs to take Jin back. Jin wants to stay.

The curtains closed and his heart stopped beating.

For a moment he felt time stood still.

“Kazu?” He whispered at the person standing in front of him.

“Bakanishi.” The other guy nodded his hello. “May I sit down?”

Jin blinked. Then moved to make room for his old friend. “Sure. But what are you doing here in LA?”

“I’m here to take you back.” Kame answered as he sat down on the park bench and crossed his legs, “So? Shall we return home?”

“No one’s called me that in years.”

“Bakanishi? You’ll always be Bakanishi to me.”

Jin’s brow furrowed, stared at the person beside him. There was something different about Kazuya Kamenashi. Oh he looked the same, pale, skinny, beautiful.

Kame was always beautiful.

“You changed.” Jin finally responded, “I mean..You look exactly the same like when I last saw you..Only…relaxed?”

“Well. I don’t have much to do now.” His friend replied, smiling his real smile. The Kazuya smile Jin rarely saw, even before. “You look well.” He added, eyeing Jin’s designer jeans and jacket. “You always were suited for fame.”

“You were the one who left.” Jin accused.

Kame nodded. “I was the one who left.”

They sat side by side. Jin watched his surroundings, in front of him; he can see parents play with their children in the grassy open space in the middle of the park. He can feel the wind whoosh as the spring air blew past him and Kame; he can smell the taste of hotdogs being served to the customers waiting in line.

He felt right at home.

Jin wiped his sweaty palms on his jeans.

He can feel everything but the beating of his own heart.

“A-aaah.” He groaned. “I’m nervous for some reason.” He faced Kamenashi. “You’re making me nervous for a reason!”

He stared as one perfectly plucked eyebrow rose in question. “I make you nervous?”

Jin shrugged.

“Is there something you should be nervous about?”

“I don’t know. You see, you left us 3 years ago. I haven’t seen you in three years. And now, suddenly, from out of nowhere you appear and decide that you want to take me home.” Jin stood up and started pacing, Kame silently looked on. “Why the sudden interest? Did the agency call you and begged you to come get me? Why now? You didn’t care before. You don’t even talk to me unless you have to. You don’t return my calls. You don’t accept my peace offerings and one day you were just…Gone. We never expected it. I didn’t even know what happened to you, you just simply disappeared and the rest of us disbanded. That’s that. End of KATTUN. Kamenashi is a bastard who didn’t give a shit. And now you want to take me back home?” He kicked his friends’ left boot. “I demand to know why!”

Kame smirked. “You haven’t changed at all. You’re still a child at 28.”

“Am not!” Jin stuck out his tongue, and then collapsed on his knees on the pavement. “Ow!”

“Are you alright?” Kame immediately wrapped an arm around him and helped him up.

He rubbed his chest as he tried to stand. Painful, so very painful. It was as if someone stuck a thousand needles in his naked heart and started stabbing it one after the other. He fisted Kame’s white shirt. “Ow. It hurts. Everything hurts. I hate you Kazuya. Whenever I’m with you I get this pain in my heart and it gets worse every time I see you. It gets worse and worse until I can’t feel anymore. You hurt me just by being here.” Jin took a deep breath and wiped the tears falling from his eyes. “You hurt me just by being here.” He whispered again, burying his face in Kamenashi’s neck. He relaxed as he felt his friends’ hand rubbing circles in his back. Strangely enough, he suddenly felt better the moment Kame touched him.

“Hush.” Kame brushed his bangs away from his face. “You’ll be fine. And that’s a really insulting thing to say to someone you haven’t seen in three years.”

Jin closed his eyes. It was hurting again, this time worse, and a lot stronger. He was already shaking from the pain. His heart felt bruised, like someone threw it in the middle of the street and everyone just started stepping on it. He took deep breaths, his hands unintentionally wrapping themselves around his friend’s body. He had to keep himself from biting Kame’s neck in pain. “I think I’m experiencing withdrawal symptoms of some sort.” He moaned in pain at the constant piercing. “Maybe I need to get away from you.”

“What you need to do is go home back to your life.” Kazuya answered and pushed Jin away so that he can place a warm hand on his heart. The pain immediately ceased. “Escaping here won’t make a difference. Everyone’s looking for you, you know. They want you back. You have duties to fulfill, fan girls to please, friends and families to go back to. They’re all waiting for you to return, Bakanishi. You can’t stay and hide here forever.” Kame clasped their hands together and pulled him close. “We are not the same people we were three years ago. I have my own life now and while it’s not ideal, I am happier than I have ever been in my life. You have your solo career to return to, you can’t just leave the people counting on you the way I did. I was stupid Jin. I regret that. I regret a lot of things. But past is past and even if I want to change the stupid decisions I’ve made, it’s too late now. I waited too long and even if I could, I don’t have the right to face the rest anymore.”

Jin bit his lip. “Return with me? Maybe Johnny will allow us to re-establish KATTUN once you’re back. Maybe we can be AKAME again. May— Why are you laughing?” He pouted, “I’m serious!”

Kame started walking, still holding Jin’s hand with his own. People ignored them as they strolled the pavement, a few joggers were doing their usual pace and a couple of teenagers were feeding the pigeons scattered around the park.

Jin thinks that maybe he can get used to this kind of life.

“What are you thinking?” Kame asked him, slowing his pace and matching Jin’s stride.

“That I could live here with you. We can be happy.”

The other guy shook his head no.

His eyes widen in realization. “Oh my God. You married? Did you marry? You impregnated someone and had a family? Is that why you left?!”

“No.”

“….You…Are you sick with some incurable disease?”

“No.”

“Are you living with someone? Like,…Are you gay?”

“No to the first and I don’t know to the second.”

A cough. “How can you not know?”

A smirk. “We never tried.”

“KAZU!”

“I missed that scandalous shriek.” Kame smiled at Jin, “I missed you.”

Jin looked down as he walked, licked his suddenly dry lips. “I missed you too.” He mumbled. “I mean, you know…everyone misses you.”

“I miss them too.”

“So how come we never tried?” Jin asked quietly, dreading the answer. He clutched Kame’s hand tighter, he was going to force an answer out of him, and this might be his only chance. “You knew, I know you knew.”

“I knew.”

He poked Kamenashi’s cheek. “Stop doing that!”

“Sorry.” Kame took a deep breath and let it out, “I got used to repeating what anyone says because everyone here usually understand even without explanations. I forgot that you’re the Bakanishi.” He poked Jin’s cheek back. “It was my fault I guess, I was scared, young, you were old enough and maybe you already know yourself at that time.” He faced his old friend, “I was confused and it didn’t help that the company was forcing us to do the whole fan service thing. When you returned from here, I couldn’t bear to be around you so much, everyday, every hour, every minute. You were everything I wasn’t, you reminded me of the kind of person I wanted to be. I was jealous. Jealous of your popularity, of your talent, of your charisma, Sheesh Jin, you only need to smile and people immediately love you.” He shrugged, rubbed his neck with his free hand. “I work hard. I’ve been working hard since I entered Jimusho and I haven’t stopped working until the very day I left. Yet you, everything comes easy to you. You can sing well, dance well, compose well, and you have the face, the market value, you didn’t need to work for it like the rest of us. You were a natural at everything, and to top it off, you aren’t as dumb as the others make you out to be. You have street smarts and you use it to your advantage, you play the whole dumb blond game yet you probably have more common sense than the rest of K-TTUN combined.” Kame laughed, not a derisive laugh, laugh, but a sheepish, sort of embarrassed laugh. “Mah, we shouldn’t be talking about this anymore. It’s not relevant to the current situation.”

“Yes it is.” Jin murmured softly, touching Kame’s hand to his cheek. “I’ve always wondered why you hate me.”

“I never hated you. If anything, it was the complete opposite.” Kame answered, slowly stroking the soft pale skin with the back of his hand. “I was just…Smarting?”

Jin eyed the soft, pink lips in front of him, “Why don’t we try now?”

“It’s not that easy you know.”

“You love me, and I’ve always made it clear that I love you. You’re free, I’m free, and we are here, just the two of us. Alone. Together. So why can’t we try now? When we still can? Isn’t this a second chance? Aren’t we supposed to take advantage of second chances?”

Kame released Jin’s hand and faced him until they’re eye to eye. “Did it ever occur to you that we are not meant to be in this lifetime?”

“We are meant to be, even our former fan girls agree.”

“You know, I do believe we are. Just not today and not here.”

“Why? Do you have somewhere else to be?” Jin questioned incredulously.

Kame winked. “I need to get you home before everyone else decides that it’s no use waiting for you.”

“But I want to stay here with you!”

“You can’t stay here Jin. You don’t belong here. I don’t belong here. We both have somewhere else we need to be.”

Jin stared at him, “What are you talking about?! This is LA! I’ve lived here! I can stay here! Jimusho will just have to find another talent to build! I’m not that hard to replace you know!”

“And Yamapi? Yuu? Toma? Reio? Your parents? What about them? Are you going to leave them behind?”

“I can visit them anytime!”

“If it were that easy I would have visited you a long, long time ago.” Kame looked at him seriously, “Do you know why I’m here? Because you’re here, because everyone knows that you’re looking for me and that you want me to be here. Do you know why I willingly went here? Because I want you to go back home, I don’t want you to follow me Bakanishi, we can’t be together, I live a different life now and I can’t be selfish. Taking you with me means leaving a lot of people behind. I don’t want you to sacrifice anything because you have a choice.” Kame closed his eyes, whispered, “A choice I never had.”

Jin memorized his friends’ face. That angular jaw which can open into a wide smile, those ridiculously perfectly shaped eyebrows, that moist pink kissable lips, those big soft brown eyes. He will always remember Kazuya’s face. He might forget a lot of things from time to time but Kame’s face is something that will forever be imprinted in his memory.

“I love you. I never had a chance to personally tell you that.” Jin bit his lower lip, trying to prevent the tears slowly trailing down his cheeks. “I will always love you.”

Kazuya raised Jin’s chin, “I know Bakanishi.” He whispered softly against his best friend’s cheek, “I love you too. When you need me, find me here.” He tapped Jin’s heart.

Then kissed him.

A warm, fluffy, addicting kiss, making Jin dizzy.

He can hear his heart beat again.

---

The air felt stale.

His moaned, “My throat hurts.” He tried to speak.

Someone gasped.

There was a moment of silence before he felt everything happen all at once.

“Kazu.”

---

He opened his eyes to two faces he recognized, “Uh.”

“Someone give him water.” His mother raised his bed and slowly placed a glass of water under his lip.

He took a sip.

“Are you alright?” His father asked, looking relieved.

Jin nodded.

“You scared us for a moment there.” His mother said, Jin noticed that her eyes were red.

“Reio?” his voice was scratchy.

“Asleep.” His father answered, “He’s been crying the whole afternoon.”

“Yamapi?”

“Outside. Do you want to talk to him? He and the rest have been here since 4AM.”

He nodded. “I need to ask something from him.”

His mother fluffed his pillows and soothed his hair, “We’ll just be outside okay honey?”

“Thanks.” He whispered as his parents opened the door to leave the room. He watched Yamapi enter and sat beside his bed. His best friend looked nervous, confused.

“You scared us.”

“I’m sorry.” Jin looked at him. “What happened?”

Yamapi’s brow furrowed, “Don’t you remember? You were speeding and hit a van at around 4 in the morning.” He looked at Jin, “They say you were trying to kill yourself.”

“Was I?” He asked, “Was I trying to kill myself?”

“Why don’t you tell me?”

“I’m tired. I don’t want this life anymore.”

Yamapi gripped his hand. “So you thought you can solve that by ending your life?! Did you even think about us?! Jin you were dead!”

“Calm down. I wasn’t trying to commit suicide. It was an accident. I’m here! I’m alive!”

“No. You were dead. You were pronounced dead when I arrived here in the hospital.” Yamapi stood up and looked at his friend and colleague, “You were already dead when they tried to use CPR on you.”

Jin’s mouth opened his shock. Electric. It was electric, not needles. He swallowed, “I was…dead?”

“We were already mourning you, they covered your body with white sheet and we were all crying, then you suddenly moaned and called out Kame’s name.” He slapped Jin’s arm. “What the fuck Bakanishi?! You scared us shitless! Your mother was in shock for hours! Reio literally had a break down and your dad thought he was going crazy! Heck, I though I was going crazy! No one knew what to do, thank God a nurse was there and had the presence of mind to call a doctor.”

“I see.” He said, “I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine.” Pi shook his head at him, “You can be so …”

“Why did you stop calling me Bakanishi?”

Yamapi blinked, “Did you hit your head that bad?”

“You haven’t called me Bakanishi in 3 years, why now?”

“You stopped being an idiot for 3 years, until now.”

They stared at each other.

“How’s Kame?” Pi walked toward the door and twisted the knob open. “Well?”

Jin stared out the glass window of his room and studied the city lights. It was already dark out and the tall buildings surrounding the hospital are slowly starting to glow with brightness. It looked calm to Jin, peaceful.

He can feel his heart beat faster.

“Happy.”

“Then you should be happy too.” Yamapi told him before killing the lights and shutting the door.

Jin smiled and closed his eyes.

Tomorrow, the curtains will rise again. He won’t be Bakanishi anymore. He’ll be Akanishi Jin, the number one Johnny’s idol in Japan. He will be made to face the media and apologize to his fans for causing them alarm over the accident. He will smile, say “I’m fine and on the road to recovery.” He’ll pose for the cameras and give his fans what they always wanted, a shy smile, a naughty wink, a flying kiss.

And he’ll keep on doing those same things over and over and over again every chance he gets and every lifetime he has. He’ll continue to do it until he meets Kazuya again, and when that day comes, they will live the greatest love story ever told and the world will be their stage.

NOBODY!

2009-08-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

Me? A lesbian?

2009-08-03T21:03:00.000-07:00

Surely you jest?

HAVE I EVER TOLD ANYONE HOW MUCH I HATE MEISA KUROKI? I HATE HER.

I HATE HER.

*.*

No. Seriously. I DO.

Me? Jealous? Are you insane?

In which I ponder about things...

2009-08-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

Proof that Yamapi kisses better when it's a guy. *nods*
Okay, so maybe Aiba was doing most of the work but at least Yamapi responds.

ANYWAY, THIS IS MY MAN-BITCH!

This guy will step all over Nishikido Ryo's snarky face, decapitate him, castrate him all the while humming "Care."
Never have I met anyone so BITCHY that he makes me shiver with excitement. I love him. Oh Hee Chul, I aspire to be you. (My life aspirations are lower than a bug's. It's what makes me special! *beams*)

I don't think there's anymore turning back now that i'm all over Kpop-fandom. I can even name around 5 SuJu members! (isn't this exciting?!) I feel so accomplished my parents would be proud of me! Of course, the only thing keeping me from jumping from joy was the knowledge that despite the fact that I don't know a single HeySeyJump song, I can at least name the members.

Sad really. I know a lot of SuJu songs since 2006 and yet I couldn't tell them apart until recently! (In my defense, they ALL look alike, it took me months to tell apart DBSK's YooChun from JunSu!)

My 11 steps to teh JE fandom

2009-08-02T00:06:00.000-07:00

1. I got into fandom because of Matsumoto Jun. But not through HYD, it was Gokusen that got me interested in JE/ARASHI. I loved his white streaked hair and was convinced that he's sleeping with Yankumi and Oguri Shun at the same time. It was through MJ that I discovered the OT5 that is ARASHI. That was 2005.

2. I originally fangirl'd Ohmiya. It didn't last long though, as hardcore as I was for them, over the years I realized that Ohmiya would be nothing without Arashi. The storm group is best when they're together, as individuals, they can be ignored but as a group they're irresistable.

3. I met Yamashita Tomohisa in NwP because it was always on youtube's top 5 when it was shown in Japan. I gave it a chance and that was my downfall. NwP is not my first, second or third Jdrama but it was the one which made me want more. (which means I still consider it as my first j-drama!)

4. Seishun Amigo is forever my favorite Jpop song. Up to now it's still in my ipod and I doubt i'll remove it anytime soon.

5. PiKame is the reason I turned gay. The first rl yaoi pairing I shipped. The first real slash fics I read are of them and it was written by peroxidepest17 .

6. I watched Ya-ya-yah CLIPS before I learned of NEWS via Yamapi. I always liked Kusano Hironori and knew of him before he was suspended. To be honest, he was probably the reason I liked NEWS at that time. Ryo looks like he'll eat me alive, TegoMassu are pretty much insignificant and I only know Koyama because he's always the host. Shige who?

7. My BFF introduced me to KATTUN when they debuted and this is my reaction to real face. --> (-.-) zzz

Him: Did you hear? Jin left for US! He molested a kid!
Me: Who?

8. Cartoon KATTUN without JIN. I started to take notice. Early CTKT format was awesome.

9. NEWS is BACK! Who in GAD's NAME is that SEXY GUY WITH THE MOHAWK?!

10. BFF tried to get me into HSJ.

Him: They're so cute.
Me: How old are these kids?!

11. In which I actually start to like KATTUN.

Me: OMGOD! I'm starting to like KATTUN! I think KoKame is total OTP!! Nakamaru's beatboxing is awesome! Koki is so funny! And Ueda is a princess!
Him: Huh? I'm into Kpop now.
Me:

KPOP DOWNLOADS

2009-07-14T21:51:00.000-07:00

Before I was thrown into a world where everyone is a slave to blinding glitters, where boys grope each other on national television, where Mel ships Tomapi with dogs, (Oops! How did this get here?) where androgynous Japanese men groan songs about vaginal secretions, where sizzling law students talk to invisible gay cats, (Happy birthday Shigeako!) where cross-dressing is considered a formidable talent, I belonged to the wonderful world of angst, moobs and eyeliner.

Yes, Korean pop. Like everyone else, I started with Winter Sonata drama. And hence my obsession for Korean music was born! (This totally made sense, SHUT UP! I'm under heavy medication and craving for chocolate!) The difference between then and now is the fact that before, I would never have dreamed of shipping Korean boys together! The very thought of it makes me puke. But alas, Jpop has now blinded my once clear vision and I am now more than willing to ship hot, sexy, Korean men.

But let's not talk about that. (at least, not in this journal...Yet.)

I love Kpop for their music. True Facts. I'm hoping some of you might agree with me but if you don't, that's alright, i'd still spam you guys with Kpop anyway. *smiles winningly*

Let's start with the newest girl band:

This is 2NE1 (two-en-eee-one/21) their name makes my life hard but I find their songs AWESOME! I don't know what the heck this mug shot pics are all about but i'm guessing the crimes involve hooking, drug trafficking, DUI and underage gang activities.

Their latest single:

I LOVE THIS SONG. SERIOUSLY. LIKE T.T love!
2NE1 - I don't care
Album download

SNSD- GIRLS GENERATION
I could not care less about this group but this song is just catchy!

SNSD- Tell me your wish
Album download

SUPER JUNIOR

Okay, so maybe this is actually just KyuChul but I am biased and I love Hee Chul lots and lots and lots and lots. It's been so long since he last looked like a man that this MV blew me away.

Super Junior - It's you
Album download

And....Lol, that's that. I placed parodies because they're a lot easier to accept than the actual lyrics? Haha. No, i'm just biased that way.

Here are random Kpop songs you might like to download JUST BECAUSE?

RAIN- If you don't know this guy, you're just weird.
Rainism
Fresh woman

WONDER GIRLS - I wanna hug them. T.T
Nobody
So hot

EPIK HIGH - This is one of those groups where people give you a "Huh?" look when you say you don't like them. (no pressure *wink*)

Album download

One - You can listen before download
Paris- You can listen before download

BIG BANG - 2NE1's "senpai" if you listened to the TomaXShun radio show (with the cake and letter) the first song Oguri Shun played is Big Bang's Heaven (My heaven in Korean, I have no idea why they removed the "My") LOL. Also, Haru-haru was a BIG HIT.

Album download - I like all the songs "shrug"

Gara Gara Go - latest single?

SHINee - I love them very much. Just that they're the equivalent of HeySeyJump!. ^.^v, but they have the cheesiest songs.

Album download

F-LIST.......JOIN MEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee~~~! (is obviously attempting to recruit people!) and if you're a lurker/stalker/whatever who's into korean pop, add me! Let's talk about angsty boys and Yunho's sexy moobs. I'm new to the GAY fandom but dammit! I will make up for the lost time!

Pretty young thing

2009-06-25T18:53:00.000-07:00

Today, I cried for 10 minutes. I still can't believe Michael Jackson's gone. I grew up listening to his music and despite all the controversies surrounding him, his music will always be timeless.

Here's to you Michael!

Tomapi fanfics!

2009-06-16T01:46:00.000-07:00

Toma, Take note of your hoe's words of wisdom:

"I would never say 'I like you' or 'I love you'. I would rather have you feel it from the way I act."

*nods wisely*

See? All that "Let's not lie", birthday celebration dinner, majosai quickies, apologizing to Toma's fans because Toma can't stop talking about him when we all know that Pi started the whole thing by calling out Toma on his jweb! ....Clearly, Pi doesn't know that we can see through him. Sigh. I love ghei boys in love. They make my life so much brighter with their unicorns and rainbows and hardcore ...uh...manly affection?

P: I have a pressing question which requires your utmost intelligence.
C: Shoot.
P: Do you think that under that basketball uniform, Yamapi's wearing really loose boxer shorts?
C: *eyes glazed*.....Whut?

In any case, I hope not. I wouldn't want anything else to get in the way of ..you know,..Basketball? This is about basketball right? Of course it is, there's dancing! (Sorry, the entire Mola thing reminded me of "Superman" in Hot Shot!)

Since I am seriously, seriously FREE, I decided to compile all the hard to find? Tomapi fic links I saved in my comp, I know I promised doing this for someone but I seriously cannot remember who. Sorry for that.

Ikuta Toma and the clever fanfiction title - I am pimping this over and over and over because dude, it's Toma as Harry Potter, Yamapi as Ron and Hee Chul as Hermione. WHAT CAN POSSIBLY GO WRONG? (Hint: Bakanishi) Knowledge of KPOP might be useful but not necessarily required.

No title - Yamapi being... Jealous?

Scents of winter - Vague, but loved.

Elisions - I think this is my favorite for no reason? I keep re-reading it.

Remember - The greatest thing about being human was that you didn't have to rememeber.

The Ring - I AM SO SAD THIS NEVER GOT FINISHED DANG ITTTT!!!! (I seriously LOVE whatever/everything she wrote.)

State of Stability - Anorexic Pi, Pin friendship. I don't even know if this is Tomapi...But he's there.

Murder before Slumber - More Akame-ish (and Pin stupidity) than Tomapi but to be fair, it was hilarious. *pats everyone's shoulders* There's groping involved?

Eight page conspiracy - I don't know where you were if you've never read this. Read every Tomapi fic she has here.

Kissing? - I've just realized that she also posted a Pi-nuki icon in one of her entries. Now I feel guilty for leaving comments on her page! She probably thought I stole it from her...Eep.

No title - It's cute. Also, cycles, it never got finished but the premise was awesome.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened - Sad.

People are strange when you're a stranger - Sadder.

Not forgetting - Here's to half their lives of friendship.

Infinity's end - Toma would do anything to help a friend.

Toma birthday drabbles - Toma/Everyone

No title - LOL. Akira and Shuchi - GRRR. I want to finish this. *grabby hands* WANT!

Toma drabble - TomaPi/TomaShun/TomaMatsuJun

The art of purchase - Yamapi hates shopping with Toma.

Sparkling diamonds - Maybe you can find the best things in pubs.

Untitled - Toma as Mr. X

The spaces in a body - I should tell you, I should tell you.

The Cult of Dolce and Gabbana - HAHAHAHAHAHAAH. And I thought Toma sports Tommy. And Silly Pi, if that Kurosagi scene is to be trusted, D&G supports nothing. Nothing.

Another day at the office - TomaGURI. Just because Toma is more concerned of being killed by MatsuJun than not debuting.

Chance - It's Tomapi if you squint really, really hard.

5 ways Toma gets to debut - squint!

Decadence is Godly - So very, very strange.

Untitled - Smut.

Kink - I honestly, honestly LAUGHED so hard at this and I don't know why, Gad. It's seriously...Wrong? TomaPin.

You got served - Squint!

This - Because she goes crazy and write fics sometimes. *my cue to run like hell*

Half our lives - HUG! And You never have to be alone

Oh what nice arms you have, Yamapi - Is actually a locked fic?

Pink Teddy Bears - Sigh.

FoodSmut - I don't know what's with TomaPin's but I always find it hilarious. The scenerio's will never work out in real life.

Hurrrm....Yeah.. - Smut?

Paramour - Because Toma is HOT. HOT. HOT. HOT. HOT. *andsexsexsexsexsex*

Yeah, so okay, i'm waaay too tired to bother with the rest, i'm sure you can find the others in the usual comms. We seriously need more Tomapi fics. Anyone out there willing to write?

Also,. Pimp me an undiscovered TOMAPI fic PLEASE! I BEG YOU!

Here, have an orphan!

Tomapi: Drabbles 1

2009-06-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys, i've never been so LAZY in my life. I have no drive for anything!!

1.

Ikuta Toma smiled fondly at the scene which greeted him.
Yamahita Tomohisa was asleep, naked underneath the soft, comfortable blanket Toma uses to cover their bed. He nudged his lover awake.
“Hey sleepy-head.” He whispered softly, careful not to surprise the sleeping man. Yamapi opened his eyes, yawned, and then snuggled back inside the warm comforter.
“Five more minutes?” an almost childish voice said from under the covers.
Toma leaned down at the bundled figure and dropped a soft kiss on its temple. “Missed me?”
Yamapi nodded, "It's boring without you."

2.

And so they found themselves naked in bed.
“This is all your fault.” Toma accused the person beside.
Yamapi shifted then whimpered as mind-boggling pain hit his entire body. “Ow!”
Toma peeked under the white sheets again before he closed his eyes, “Please tell me this is a dream. Please.”
“Toma why does it hurt?!” His best friend demanded, “This is all your fault!"
“O..Oi! It is not! I was drunk!”
“So was I!”
Toma slapped Yamapi’s arm, “Well I told you to cut your hair!”
Pi snorted, “Like your hair is any better!”

3.

Your breath hitches as he inches closer and like a virgin; you start to lick your suddenly dry lips and pretend that you know what you are doing when you really don’t. Girls are already hard enough as it is, boys, you realize now, are even harder. You blush when he carefully removes your robe and you watch as it pools in your feet. You suddenly feel cold and very much naked but his eyes never left yours, he touches your naked torso and you close your eyes not because you are terrified but because you don’t want him to see how nervous you are.

Don’t be nervous, he tells you, his breath warm on your neck, I’ll be careful. You feel your face turn 12 different shades of red at the connotation of his words and at the back of your mind; you have an image of yourself looking like a swollen ripe tomato. You shake your head no and deny the too obvious fact. I’m not nervous.

He gives you the smile you love so much, the one which makes your heart beat fast and your breath shallow and you feel 18 all over again, in front of your first girlfriend, your first lover. But the person in front of you now is no girl; it’s a different kind of first this time, a really different kind of first time.

4.

He leaned close and pressed a kiss on Toma's temple.
His best friend raised an eyebrow, "What was that for?"
Yamapi smiled, "Nothing, you're just special."

{Video} Ikuta Toma on 5dlk

2009-05-30T02:37:00.000-07:00

Notes: LOW QUALITY! My knowledge of Japanese is like, 6 units so basically, I am bad at it. Some are hardly accurate but more or less have the same thought. I used rough translations for the most part.

Lesson to self: Never sub again.

Download link

{Video} Yamapi-making of TBC

2009-05-28T04:28:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@LJ

Notes: Gad, Pi looks like a WOMAN!

In which I actually update!

2009-05-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

I feel as if I haven't updated in years! How's everyone?
Just click on the image to see it. I'm too lazy to correct. ol

{Video} Yamapi VTR on 5ldk

2009-05-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj!

Notes: OH SHUCKS! I LOVE LOVE Higa Manami and Ikuta Toma together! TomaMi ftw! They're actually cuter than ToMaki! Anyway, Pi looks adorable!

{Video} Yamada and Chinen on School Kakumei 5/17/09

2009-05-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

Notes: GAD. I'm not a big fan of hey say choir but I am however, quite fond of Chinen and this, THIS! Is just hilarious! I honestly don't think he knows what he's saying!

{Video} Ueda Tatsuya on SCP

2009-05-18T23:13:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

Notes: I LOVE THIS INTERVIEW. I don't know why but I simply love UEDA. LOL, and I keep updating because...Just because?

{Video} Koyama and Massu on Ohayo Asahi desu

2009-05-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

Notes: OUUUGAD! BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL! I'm sorry I missed it! Anyway, moving on, apparently, Kame is a suicidal bitch who sexed up everyone in the recent KATTUN concertS. I am jealous! WHY?! OH WHY CAN'T I BE THERE WHY!?! I have made up my mind to be there next year! I don't care if I don't have visa and will go via illegal entry! I wanna see Kame and Ueda! (And Jin too I guess...and the rest of the group..)

Look what I found!

Lol. Well, I always did like her so I don't really care. She's cute!

And Shige looks like A HOT KISSER GODDANGIT!! I KNEW THERE WAS A REASON WHY I LOVE THIS BOY SO MUCH! I wonder what Kei thinks....

{Video} NEWS in Taipei

2009-05-16T00:33:00.000-07:00

Credits to Newshfan@LJ

{JE gossip} TOMAMOVIE plus TegoJin

2009-05-13T20:49:00.000-07:00

Well, this is old news but YAY! Wow for Toma, barely 2 years of acting and already a protagonist in a movie. BEATS YAMAPI anyday! I'm so happy for this guy! Now all I need is another quickie slash passionate night with wifey Pi and all is well in my world. Hey, I may even start flailing again!!

Toma: Pi! I got my first movie role!
Pi: Yay! *kisses Toma*
Toma: Yay! *kisses back*

*another passionate night jweb entry which kill us fangirls*

Also, TegoJin rumors are AWESOME! So much win! It actually made me forget about Kame's tranny escapades for 2 seconds! Oh Jingoshi, never leave me. *teary eyes* I want a mud wrestle between the two to determine the higher slut! I'm totally voting for Jin's powerful hips!....Then again, Tegoshi does have a phallic mouth. Gad, choices, choices.

Tego: You hips might be sluttier but my mouth is wider!
Jin: Fuck you! Unlike your hips, my mouth can fit a lot!

Dramas: Majo Saiban is beyond amazing. I now want that "Think twice" shirt in blue. I want one Toma worn! If I can't have the shirt, I want the Tommy Hilfigher briefs/boxers. I would totally frame it. Really. I even want his bracelets. Actually, I just want Toma. Yeah,...that's about it. Also, I am loving the witch. I want to be her.

AtaDan is LOVE. Ougad, I wonder why i'm so obsessed with Horikita Maki. Everything she does will always be amazing to me. My lesbian tendencies reach new heights everytime she so much as blinks. Then again, I hate her for always being surrounded by GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS men! Hmph.

EDIT: Apparently, Toma is going to appear in 5LDK on May 21st and Yamapi is the VTR. (I don't know for who though, since Tokyo is also there.) BUT YAY! Ougad, TomaPi are everywhere! What's happening?!

TomaPi drabbles...I think.

2009-05-12T00:56:00.000-07:00

Lol. A friend kindly directed me to a website called drabble-matic

These are the results. LOL.

The Miracle Of The Raccoon

Toma hated Christmas. He didn't just dislike Christmas, he hated it like a dying man gasping for air. He loathed it.

Every December, Toma would feel himself getting all aflame inside. He refused to put up a Christmas shirt, he snapped at anyone lucky enough to sing a carol in his vicinity, and he never, ever bought anybody any presents.

On December 13, Toma had to go to the mall to buy a pregnant teddy. When he got there, there were so many shoppers pushing sexily around and so much Christmas music blaring huskily, he thought his thighs would explode.

Finally, he was done. Just outside the door was a glowing man collecting for charity. Toma never gave to charity, so he started to walk past without a word.

Suddenly, the glowing man dropped his bells and ran on the bed. There was a shocked raccoon right in the path of an oncoming truck. But the glowing man slipped and fell, so now they were both in danger!

Toma rushed out and boldly pushed them both out of the way. There was a painful bang and then everything went dark.

When Toma woke up, he was in a perfect room. There was a Christmas shirt in the corner and soft carols were playing. Also, Toma's neck hurt. A lot.

The glowing man came into the room. "I'm so handsome!" he said. "You're awake. My name is Yamapi. You saved me from the truck. But your neck is broken."

Toma hardly knew what to say. Even though there was a Christmas shirt up and his neck was broken, he felt quite creepy, especially when he looked at Yamapi.

"Your neck must hurt beautifully," Yamapi said. "I think this will help." And he licked Toma several times.

Now Toma felt very creepy indeed. He didn't hate Christmas at all now. In fact, he loved it. And he loved Yamapi. "I love you," he said, and kissed Yamapi hotly.

"I love you too," said Yamapi. Just then, the raccoon ran into the room and nuzzled Toma's chest. "I brought him home with us," Yamapi said.

"We'll call him Miracle," Toma said. "Our Christmas Miracle."

It was the best Christmas ever.
---

Lucky Lang Syne

Toma sipped boldly at his drink and stood lucky behind a pants. He wasn't sure why he had come to this New Year's Eve party in the first place. He was no good at parties anyhow. They always made him feel aflame and he ended up like he was now, hiding and hoping nobody noticed how glowing his thighs got when he was nervous.

Well, truth be told, Toma knew very well why he was at the party: to see Yamapi.

Ah, Yamapi. Just the thought of him, the chance of a glimpse of his shocked neck made Toma's heart beat like a dying man gasping for air.

But tonight everyone was masked. Toma peered huskily through the crowd, trying to guess which guest was Yamapi. There, he thought, the man over by the shirt, the pregnant one with the racoon mask. It had to be Yamapi. No one else could look so handsome, even in a raccoon mask.

He began to walk Toma's way and Toma started to panic. What if he actually talked to Toma?

Yamapi came right up to Toma and Toma thought that he was going to faint.

"Hello," Yamapi said sexily. "What are you doing over here all alone?"

"Oh, just looking at the teddy," Toma said and immediately wanted to die because that sounded so perfect.

Just then, a creepy voice began to count down. "Ten ... nine ... eight ... seven ..."

Toma's heart leapt. If they were together at midnight, that meant that Yamapi might ...

"Happy New Year!"

Yamapi swept Toma into his arms, bent him on the bed, and kissed Toma hotly, slipping him the tongue and groping his chest.

Toma could hardly believe it. How wonderful! And now that it was after midnight, it was time to take their masks off. He reached out beautifully and pulled Yamapi's mask off his face. It was Yamapi! "I knew it was you," Toma said and took his own mask off.

"And it's ... you," Yamapi said. "You know, I'm just going to go get some punch."

Toma watched him go. He would be right back, Toma was sure. Just as soon as he had his punch.

And then they would fall in love.
---

I'm Dreaming Of A Pregnant Christmas

It was Christmas Eve. Toma sat huskily on the bed, sipping lucky eggnog.

He looked at the glowing shirt hanging on the Christmas Tree and sighed. Last year, Yamapi had hung it there, just before they looked at each other beautifully and then fell into each other's arms and licked each other's thighs.

If only I hadn't been so shocked, Toma thought, pouring a aflame amount of rum into his eggnog. Then Yamapi might not have got so painful and left me all alone at Christmas time. He wiped away a perfect tear and held his neck in his hand.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door and then a handsome voice lifted sexily up in song.

I'm dreaming of a pregnant Christmas

Just like a dying man gasping for air

Toma ran to the door. It was Yamapi, looking creepy all over with snow.

"I missed you boldly," Yamapi said. "And I wanted to lick your thighs again."

Toma hugged Yamapi and started to sob.

"I think you're drunk," Yamapi said.

"I think so too," Toma said and they licked each other's thighs until they knocked the Christmas tree over.

On Christmas Day, they ate roasted raccoon chest and lived hotly until Toma got drunk again.
---

Sexily Tripping

Toma tripped along boldly. He was on his way to meet his lover, Yamapi, for Valentine's Day. He smiled to see a raccoon hopping along, carrying a shirt in its mouth.

Toma was almost on the bed when he came across a pregnant cake, lying alone on a handsome plate. "That must be a treat from my shocked bear," he said to himself, and tripped over to it. The cake looked lucky, so he ate it.

It gave him the most painful tingling sensation in his thighs. "How unusual!" he said and continued tripping to see Yamapi.

When Yamapi came out to meet him, he took one look and fell over.

"What is it?" Toma cried beautifully.

"Your neck! And your chest!" Yamapi said. "They're creepy! Can't you feel it?"

Toma felt his neck and his chest. They were indeed quite creepy. "Oh, no!" Toma said. "I'm a woman!" He, or rather, she started to cry. "It must have been that pregnant cake you left for me. Did you know what it would do?"

"I didn't leave you any cake," Yamapi said. "I got you a teddy. It must have been that glowing man who lives nearby. He acts a little hotly, ever since he licked a pants."

"But how can you ever love me, now that I'm a woman?" Toma sobbed.

"Well, I never knew how to tell you this," Yamapi said huskily, "but I actually prefer women. And I think your neck is really perfect like that."

"Really?" Toma dried her tears. Toma kissed Yamapi and it was an entirely aflame sensation, like a dying man gasping for air.

They spent the night having entirely aflame sex, until the cake wore off suddenly.

Everything was rather awkward after that.
---

A Glowing Day To Lick

Toma stepped beautifully out into the pregnant sunshine, and admired Yamapi's thighs. "Ah," he sighed, "That's a painful sight."

Yamapi climbed off the pants and walked hotly across the grass to greet his lover. Toma patted Yamapi on the chest and then tried to lick him boldly, but without success.

"That's all right," Yamapi said. "We can try again later."

"I'm just not creepy," Toma. "Not as creepy as the time we licked on the bed."

Yamapi nodded sexily. "We were perfect back in those days."

"Our necks were younger, and we had a lot more fun with them," Toma said. "Everything seems aflame and lucky when you're young."

"Of course," Yamapi said. "But now we're shocked, we can still have fun. If we go about it huskily."

"Huskily?" Toma said . "But how?"

"With this," Yamapi said and held out a handsome teddy. "Just take that with some water and in half an hour, you'll be ready to lick."

Toma swallowed the teddy at once and sure enough, in half an hour, they were able to lick huskily. They licked like a dying man gasping for air. Three times.

And then the neighbour told them to get off his lawn.

{Video} Kanjani8 - Ryo and Yoko waterfalls

2009-05-11T21:11:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

{Video} Code Blue on Mezamashi

2009-05-11T19:14:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

Notes: Honestly, during the part where Yamapi was like, "some things ae best kept in the family" he had this GAY LOOK on his face. I can't describe it, so.... GHEI. And MY GAD! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH GAKKY TO SPEAK FASTER?!!

{Video} Yamapi on Chubaw

2009-05-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

Notes: In recent news, Yamapi was seen at a DBSK concert with his sister! Whoa. Is he checking the moves or checking the boys? Either way, I AM SO HAPPY WHEN FANDOM COLLIDES! My dream of a HEEPI (Hee ChulXYamapi) pairing is slowly coming true! Granted, Hee Chul isn't exactly DBSK but YAY! TOTALLY GETTING THERE!

{YT} TomaJun!

2009-05-10T20:52:00.000-07:00

NOTES: OMG! TOMAJUN! TOMAJUN! TOMAJUN! I JUST DIED!

{Video} Yamapi on Shounen Club-Mola

2009-05-10T18:19:00.000-07:00

Credits to Watchful21@lj

Notes: Talk segment is the usual, Koyama asking good memories and Yamapi saying "it's hot" and everyone thought he was going to take off his blazer but he didn't. (DANGIT!) But OUGAD, the performance was sizzling. Totally lipsnyching and all that but it's Yamapi, I CAN TOTALLY FORGIVE HIM FOR JUST ABOUT ANYTHING (but hurting Toma) AND HIS HAIR! IT's GORGEOUS!

In which I emo!~ and Tomapi rabu!

2009-05-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

Tomapi: Pi-chan is so girly!

Lol.

Wow. It feels so long ago since I last posted something that's not a video. I don't know what came over me why I suddenly started posting vids instead of fanfics. (okay, so I had TOO MANY DOWNLOADS and no more computer storage so I had to do something) Well, anyway, I don't actually know if there are people viewing my uploads so if there are, leave me a shoutout/comment or what. I don't really need it but it would be nice to know if there are those who look forward to me posting JE vids.

I usually get my source from newshfan@livejournal.com (In case you want to know)

So I heard about the latest Tomapi rabu-rabu.

LOL. Aren't they the gayest?!

They make me so happy that any picture of them together automatically makes my life so much brighter! I've never seen two people SO IN LOVE! Seriously guys! You have to agree with me on this!

Yamapi + NEWS = Pokerface.
Yamapi + Jin = End of the world.
Yamapi + Ryo = Boring.
Yamapi + Girls = Eew. Het?! (Horikittie is a guy!)
Yamapi + Toma = Lovestruck Pi. *nods solemnly* TRUE LOVE.

{Video} Yamapi on Vanilla Kibun -Code Blue

2009-05-10T00:07:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

{Video} News on Sakigake Ongaku Banzuke

2009-05-08T20:05:00.000-07:00

credits to newshfan@lj

{Video} NEWS Koi no ABO making

2009-05-08T19:27:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@LJ

{Video} Ikuta Toma on Shin Domoto Kyoudai

2009-05-07T03:05:00.000-07:00

Notes: Thanks to the subbers? (No idea who, so sorry!)

{Video} KATTUN in UTABAN 3/12/09

2009-05-05T18:33:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

{Video} Koyama and Massu on Miyaneya

2009-05-04T21:48:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@LJ

{Video} News wo Abake 5/03/09

2009-05-03T23:53:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan @lj

NEWS Koi no ABO-Winter Diamond MC

2009-05-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@LJ

{Video} NEWS on Music Station 5/01/09

2009-05-01T18:36:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj
Notes: HAHAHAHAAHAHAH!! Apparently, TEGOSHI tops MASSU!

{Video} Ikuta Toma

2009-04-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

Anyone knows this show?

{Video} V6 Gakkou e Ikkou- Test of courage

2009-04-29T21:01:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj
Notes: TOTALLY HILARIOUS!!!

{Video} NEWS on HEY3x 4/27/09

2009-04-28T19:22:00.000-07:00

Credits to Newshfan@lj

{Video} Ikuta Toma on chubaw

2009-04-27T23:16:00.000-07:00

Credits to Tomalicious forum@LJ
I only uploaded the part with Yamapi because I am CLEARLY Yamapi biased.

{Video} Ikuta Toma on Waratte Iitomo

2009-04-26T22:47:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

{Video} Shigeaki Kato on SCP

2009-04-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

Credits to newshfan@lj

{Video} Music Sation: NEWS 4/24/09

2009-04-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

Credits to NEWSHFAN@LJ

{Video} Ikuta Toma on SCP

2009-04-22T02:03:00.000-07:00

Credits to Newshfan@LJ,

Thin line

2009-04-16T05:31:00.000-07:00

Title: Thin line
Pairing: Yamashita Tomohisa and Ikuta Toma
Genre: Fluff
Rating: G
Summary: Toma doesn't know where they stand.

“Tadaima.” Ikuta Toma smiled fondly at the scene which greeted him.

Yamahita Tomohisa was asleep, naked underneath the soft, comfortable blanket Toma used to cover their bed. He watched the sleeping figure; a sleeping Yamapi is a beautiful Yamapi. His skin glowed in the pale moonlight and his face looked as fragile as a child. Sometimes, Toma feels that his lover is ethereal.

He leaned down at the bundled figure and pressed a soft kiss on its temple.

Except for a soft moan, Toma received no other reaction. He let out a tired sigh then proceeded to remove his clothes and entered the shower stall.

He felt confused.

They have been sleeping together for the past two months and yet not one of them defined their relationship. They weren’t together, together but neither were they just best friends. It was as if they were somewhere in between but no one wants to say it out loud.

It was very frustrating.

He remembered the day well, Yamapi invited to treat him out to a celebratory dinner as congratulations on his new drama. They both came from work and were wearing only jeans and shirts, looking like teenagers on a prowl. Somehow, they ended up on a seaside restaurant in the middle of nowhere and had the time of their lives. It was a fun evening full of running jokes and reminiscing about their Shounen club days while tasting each others’ food and just enjoying each other’s company.

After dinner, they walked along the shoreline and exchanged gossip about Takki’s new favorite, Tegoshi’s love for bananas and something about Jin undergoing brain transplant being the real reason why he went to LA. Toma had pushed Yamapi in the cold water and in return his so –called best friend pulled Toma along with him.

“Mou~! Pi!”

“That’s what you get for attempting to push me!”

Both wet, they laughed about the silliest things like Kanjani8 and goats and how can a starfish stay alive above water and why can’t they eat anything they want without ever getting fat and how life is so unfair because Bakanishi is fat and no one ever cares.

“It’s the hips.”

“I can roll my hips that way too!”

Toma had rolled his eyes and flicked Yamapi’s forehead, “Baka! Everyone loves you.” He remembered saying while he sat on the surprisingly warm sand and patted the space beside him. Yamapi had smiled, took a seat next to him and rested his head on Toma’s shoulder.

“I really am your weakness, aren’t I?” Yamapi asked softly.

“You really are.” He replied, touching his best friend’s cheek. “You really, really are.”

In a moment of insanity, he tilted his head and pressed a soft kiss on Yamapi’s head. His best friend responded by dropping a wet kiss on his shoulder.

“That tickles!” Toma giggled.

“Hmm?”

Yamapi, acting like his old character, Akira, bit his earlobe.

“Kon!”

“Oi!”

Toma had laughed and somehow, they ended up in bed together that night. In a way, he knew that it was a long time coming, they were best friends but they both knew that there was something more there. They just refused to acknowledge it until that night.

Morning came and a sleepy, grumpy Yamapi woke him up complaining about how everything hurts and how Toma was a big bad monster. Toma, on his part, had the audacity to act confused, then look embarrassed as realization dawned.

He stared at his best friend’s blank face. “Do you regret it?”

Yamapi bit his lip, smiled. “I don’t regret doing anything with you.”

Before they knew it, they were living together, sharing Toma’s one bedroom apartment like what most couples do. His bedroom is now littered with Pi’s clothes and Doraemon DVD’s and his bathroom always smelled like rose shampoo. It was an ideal situation and he was happy. Except that he didn’t know what Yamapi felt for him, they’ve discussed every aspect of their relationship except love.

Toma turned off the shower and rubbed himself dry; he donned one of Yamapi’s old, tattered sweatpants before slipping inside the warm covers of his bed. He took a deep breath and leaned close to brush Yamapi’s silky bangs of his face.

“Hey Pi?”

His best friend stirred,.. “…uhgnh?” Sat up, “You’re back!”

Toma’s fingertips touched the face he loved so well, “Why are you with me?” he asked softly, looking into his lovers eyes, “I want to know.”

Yamapi pulled him close and touched their foreheads together, “Isn’t that obvious?” his Tomohisa whispered, smiling into Toma’s troubled eyes, “I’m with you because you’re my weakness too."

In the stillness of the night

2009-04-13T01:49:00.000-07:00

Title: In the stillness of the night
Pairing: Yamashita Tomohisa and Horikita Maki

In the kitchen you pour another cup of coffee and shrug the feeling of someone watching your every move. The old table cloth creases as your cup touch the soft pink material and you feel ill at ease. You check your phone for any messages and let out a sharp breath as you see nothing but the image of the spring cherry blossoms you usually use as wallpaper.

The heat of the coffee scalds your tongue as you take a sip and somewhere you hear the twelve tick tocks of an old grandfather clock announcing the stroke of midnight. Your skin feels the change in atmosphere as the once warm temperature turns cold and the area surrounding you almost freezes to a zero. You let out a soft huff and marveled at the smoky icy air you see. You automatically wrapped your arms around yourself in a feeble attempt to combat the sudden barrage of cold wind that invades your home.

The eerie sound he creates as he approaches makes your spine tingle and you watch as he glides on your living room floor, his feet barely touching the pale white carpet covering the ground. From your position you see nothing but a white figure clothed in a dark garment designed to make him more mysterious than he already is.

You stand still as if hypnotized as he calmly raises your chin and delivers his usual kiss which always feels like sandpaper. Your senses go overtime and yet you still cannot taste him, his body still feels like a solid rock which cannot be broken or scratched. You are irritated and you want nothing more than to press yourself against his cold body and make him feel the steady blaze of blind heat he elicits from you. Blood rushes through your head and makes you dizzy, his tongue finds its way inside your mouth and it feels coarse and wild and rough and you know you are the only one who feels that way.

He releases you and his eyes are the color of warm sunshine but you’re aware that it is nothing but a mere illusion he crafts to make you feel at ease around him. You are not comforted, you want him, the real him. Not this false imagery he portrays whenever he is around you. Your eyes pleads, I want to be like you. Make me be like you.

He shakes his head no and you know he’s giving you the same excuse he’s always given. I don’t want you to be like me, my world is far different than what you are used to.

You feel angry, helpless, how can you be together forever when he insists on you living in the colors of bright sunshine while he slowly wilts in the shadows of darkness?

Tomohisa, please. You hear yourself whisper as your fingers caress his oddly smooth cheek and you smile sadly as he takes your palm and places it on his chest, where his heart is supposed to be. You hear nothing. Not one beat, your gaze falls on his neck where the veins do not show and you wonder how someone with no pulse can love so deeply that it consumes your entire being.

He smirks as he follows your line of vision, you won’t find anything there, he says as he drops an all too familiar kiss on the crown of your head. Two of his fingers slowly touch the racing pulse below your right ear and your lips opens in a silent scream as he lowers his head and his sharp teeth penetrates the sensitive skin on your neck. You close your eyes as you feel the drops of warm blood drip from the open wound and you enclose your arms around him, refusing to let go.

Maki. He calls your name brokenly; you’re too good for me. You whimper in reply and before you know it, he is gone and you are left alone in your quiet apartment with your arms wrapped around yourself. You are vaguely aware that in the few minutes he was there, he left no trace of any kind. You collapse on the wooden floor of your kitchen and cry silently to yourself because you know you will never see him again.

Outside the wind settles down as the young man silently takes his leave. His tongue lick the blood off his cherry lips and while he knows that he can never hear it again, he still places his right hand on his left chest and pretends that the dull ache he feels is the breaking of his own heart.

Why!!!

2009-04-05T01:25:00.000-07:00

WHAT IS THIS CRAP?!

NOOOOO!!!

I was gone for a few days and everyone turned STRAIGHT?! What's happening everyone!

Because sometimes life is so HUH?

2009-03-29T00:39:00.000-07:00

GAD, last night I was in my mom's office making use of her internet connection when I decided to eat out. When I went, I didn't realize that I didn't lock the door! So when I returned, I found out that ALL our light bulbs were STOLEN!!!

STOLEN!!

I don't even get it! My bag, my laptop, my phone and ipod plus money was in my bag which I left in the office, but they stole our BULBS!

I understand that we needed to participate in Earth hour but to steal our LIGHTS?!

Isn't that a bit drastic?

Because sometimes I am insane!

2009-03-27T20:41:00.000-07:00

I am again reminded why ARASHI is my favorite JE boy band.

GAD! NINO!! NINO NINO NINO!!!!

I keep wondering what if the following JE groups are in their position:

Rest of ARASHI: MatsuJun would start acting DoS"y" and pretend to be calm even though the rest of the world can see that he's the one panicking the most. Ohno would help but Sho will need to command him, otherwise he'll just....stare and wait. Aiba would PANIC! And shout all things AIBA-like and be all "Help! Help! Help!" Sho would lead and Nino will continue to sleep.

NEWS: Yamapi would give incoherent commands. Since he is a my pace sort of guy, he'll probably stare for a while before coming to a conclusion of what to do. Ryo would actually be of help, being all relaxed and trying to scoop water or something, of course, he'll be all snarky and think "THEY DON'T FUCKING PAY ME ENOUGH FOR THIS!" Tegoshi would whisper "Believe" every two seconds or so while Massu would be all hyper and panicky and would probably start dancing just because. Koyama will PANIC and talk and talk and talk and shout and talk and shout and shout and shout and flail and shout until Ryo won't be able to take it anymore and just push him in the water to shut him up. Shige will just wail on and on about "WHY IS THIS MY LIFE AND THIS IS OBVIOUSLY KOYAMA's FAULT." Then when he survives, he'll make Wagahai blog and explain WHY EXACTLY IS THE WHOLE THING KOYAMA's fault.

KATTUN: Bakanishi, true to being Bakanishi will let out girly screams and attempt to save himself but not really because he sort of fails when it comes to these things. Kame will tell Koki and Junno to help him dislodge water so that they actually stand a chance. Koki will choke with all the bling he's got because how can you not choke with all that crap? While Taguchi continues to row with a smiling face no matter what happens even when half his body is under-water. While this is going on, Nakamaru will talk to himself and say things like "What to do, what to do." or "Kowaii, Kowaii." Maybe he'll shout a few times and bother Ueda, who will be serene and act as if nothing out of the ordinary is happening because he is aware that there are cameras and rescue squads around them to help when they actually need it. Kame will shout again and again and will be frustrated. Poor guy.

KANJANI8: Will abandon ship and swim to shore the moment it's penetrated by water.

Because sometimes I am NOT lazy!

2009-03-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

Well, I have decided to stop being lazy and update at least twice a week. (We'll see how this works, considering how lazy I am, i'll probably be bored by TOMORROW!)

Nothing exciting is going on. Life is busy but completely BORING! Ever since I lost my net connection at home, I lost interest in anything and everything. Though I have been sleeping better. It used to be, I sleep at 4AM, nowadays, i'm dead to the world by the time the clock strikes 10PM. I am that much of a loser.

I feel like a granny. Lol.

I've watched Taken and WOW. Was that a good movie or what? I have not read the reviews but I like how straightforward it was. No big confusing issues I have to keep up with. Plus, the VIOLENCE is A+!

Yup, i'm very much a violent person. I like watching people trying to beat each other or something. (I don't condone it though) But movies like saw and jason and Friday the 13th thrills me.

I've also watched Knowing and it was....Not really all that. Just,...So-so? Unbelievable. I don't really believe in whatever the movie was trying to convey but only because "end of the worlds" movies aren't really my thing. Though I want to watch 2012.

Not much happens in my life other than the constant flux of THINGS TO DO.

Here, have a TomaPi!

Aren't they just in LOVE?

Fic bribes?

2009-03-19T20:14:00.000-07:00

TOMAPI:

“Hey! Let go!” a newly debuted Yamashita Tomohisa laughed at his best friend, whose hug he enthusiastically returned.

“Iyada!” Toma answered, squeezing tighter. “I haven’t properly seen you in months!”

“Will you please cut the gayness?” Matsumoto Jun glared at them, “You’re making me lose my lunch.” He added as he closed his bento and pushed it away.

His seatmate laughed as he pulled Yamapi to sit next to him. “Leave them alone,” Tackey ruffled Pi’s hair. “They missed each other.” He grinned at Toma, “You guys are always so cute at whatever age.”

Toma laughed as Yamapi took a shrimp from his plate and started stuffing himself. “At least we’re still friends.”

“Eh? We’ll always be friends.” His best friend declared, mouth full of food. “Won’t we?”

“Of course Tomopi!” Toma leaned forward playfully, intending to air kiss Yamapi’s cheek when the guy chose that moment to face him.

“OI!” Jun practically screeched while Tackey looked amused. “Stop being disgusting and disturbing!”

Pi stuck his tongue out at the ARASHI member and continued eating as if nothing out of the ordinary just happened. “It’s okay.” He smiled at the sputtering, incoherent Toma.

YAMAKI:

Yamapi flicked her forehead.

"Ow!" Maki smacked his arm.

He smiled. "Cute."

She rolled her eyes, "Don't you have anything better to do?"

Pi pulled her closer to him, "Let's go out on a date."

RANDOM:

Dr. Aizawa sat down on one of the cafeteria chairs and started on his lunch. The new hospital he was assigned at was understaffed and so far, he already performed 4 surgeries. He had 3 more to do before the day ends.

"You dropped this." A formal girl approached him and handed over his ID. Her namecard says Yoshikawa Tsurara.

"Arigatou." He watched the girl leave before he realized why she looked so familiar. A lawyer. The girl is a famous lawyer who specializes in cases involving swindling. He continued eating.

You're Aizawa right?" A red-head attendant asked him, "My name is Ishizue Ryosuke, i'm supposed to take you to the 6th floor operating room, you can wait here while I fetch Dr. Asou Haruto, he's the specialist."

Aizawa sighed and finished his lunch.

The man who burned my kitchen

2009-03-09T00:55:00.001-07:00

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU. SO MUCH SO IT BORDERS ON INSANITY.
But nevertheless, the photographer, (Shige) has MAJOR skills. <3!

Anyway, I noticed that most of my online friends like to describe me as either "interesting" or "weird" any explanations you guys might like to tell me?

I'll bribe you with a fic! (Give me a prompt!) Lol.

Comfortable

2009-03-02T01:31:00.001-08:00

Title: Comfortable
Pairing: Yamashita Tomohisa and Ikuta Toma
Genre: fluff?
Rating: PG
Summary: Because their relationship is comfortable.

Yamashita Tomohisa blinked.

“Yo!” Ikuta Toma smiled as he pushed his way inside his best friends’ house. “So what shall we do?”

“Toma, I said call me when you have free time, not stalk me. It’s fucking 2 AM! What the hell are you doing here?!” He followed his friend who walked to the direction of his kitchen.

Toma looked at him, “Eeeh?! I thought it was only 12 or something! Gomenasai!” he smiled sheepishly at Pi, “Can I eat before I leave? I’ve been shooting voice and I haven’t eaten since 4 in the afternoon.”

“Wait, you went here directly after shooting?” Yamapi asked, aghast. He knew for a fact that his friend shoots in Osaka and will need to ride the train for 3 hours just to reach him. “Toma…” he uttered, trying to ignore the fact that his face felt like a red tomato. “You didn’t have to.”

His best friend laughed, “It’s okay, it’s been so long since we hanged-out together. I’m just sorry I arrived so late. I left at 10 and slept on the train, I guess I was disoriented and thought it was still early. Gomenasai!” he bowed.

Yamapi hit his head gently, “Baka! It’s alright, just sleep here. The extra futon is in the cleaners but we can share my bed. It’s big enough for both of us.” He explained as he rummaged their fridge for food. He took out a pack of gyoza and slipped it inside the microwave to heat it. “You know where everywhere is, feel free to get what you need and freshen up while I make you something.”

“Thanks!”

Yamapi boiled a pot of tea and sliced himself a chocolate cake. He wasn’t particularly fond of sweets but his sister made it for him and his mom for valentines’ day and he has yet to taste it. He got a bowl of rice, placed the gyoza on the table and sat down. Toma sat opposite him, clad in a pair of Yamapi’s gray sweats and a black razorback shirt.

“Itadakimasu!” Toma said before biting into the meat. He smiled happily at Yamapi who was staring at him. “How are you?” He asked after he swallowed the rice.

His best friend sighed. “Bored. There’s nothing in my schedule until next month. I keep watching animes and old episodes of shounen club.”

“Well! Why don’t you go out and have fun! Meet girls or something!” Toma suggested while he eyed Pi’s cake.

Pi pouted. “But everyone’s busy! Including you! Even mabudachi is nowhere to be found! I’m bored!” he whined at his best friend while he forked a slice of cake and slipped it inside Toma’s mouth unconsciously.

“Well, I’m here now!” The older one chewed, “Uwaah! This is delicious!” He declared as he pushed his tea towards the pouty-faced Pi.

“My sister made it.” Yamapi said and took a sip from Toma’s cup. “Here, you can have the cherry.” He said as he held the fruit out to Toma who immediately bit into it.

“I should marry your sister!”

The younger one glared at him. “If you become my brother in law, I’ll kill you.”

Toma winked, “Well, what if I become your sister’s brother in law?”

“For that to happen you need to marry me!” Yamapi announced.

“Eh? Are you asking me? Sure!”

“TOMA!”

“Ehehe. Kidding, kidding!” Ikuta Toma stood up and started washing the dishes. He handed the washed utensils to the permed guy beside him, who started drying it with an old rug.

They tidied the kitchen before going to Yamapi’s room.

“So….” Toma began as he eyed the twin bed, “Are we also going to place 3 pillows in the middle? You know…So our eyes won’t meet?”

Pi laughed, “Don’t mock KoyaShige, those two might be idiots but they’ll get there.” He opened the comforter and slipped inside while Toma switched off the lights before bouncing on the bed. Pi hit him again. “I’ll push you off if you kick me!” He threatened

Toma smiled in the dark.

“So what are your plans for tomorrow?” He asked conversationally as he snuggly wrapped himself and his friend in the warm comforter. He moved closer, trying to see the guy’s face in the dark.

Pi pumped a pillow and handed it to him, “Nothing, you?”

“I have a day off, wanna be my date?” Toma asked as he placed the pillow on under his head.

The younger of the two smiled shyly, “Sure. Where do you want to go?”

“I don’t know, anywhere is fine, do you want to go somewhere special?”

“Yeah. If it’s okay with you…I’d like to ride a ferris wheel again.” Yamapi whispered.

His best friend stared at him.

“Not if you don’t want though.” Pi immediately backtracked, “I was just reminiscing, I mean it’s alright, you can wait for me while I ride…. Please don’t laugh I’m serious!” He shouted, “Oi!”

Toma traced Pi’s forehead lines. “You’re cute when you’re flustered. I’d love to ride it with you again. It’s a date.” He whispered as he planted a kiss on his friend’s forehead. Then moved to Yamapi’s cheeks, his nose, and finally, his lips.

Yamapi opened his lips as he felt a warm tongue invade his mouth. He tried to contain his moan but it left his mouth the moment Toma licked his lower lip. “Mmmm..” he protested as Toma’s mouth left his. “Why did you stop?” he whimpered.

Toma wrapped his hands around Pi’s chest and dropped a soft kiss on the shell of his ear.

“Don’t worry Tomohisa. We have all the time in the world.”

Yamapi smiled.

Yes, they have all the time in the world.

Who knows? Maybe they can make out tomorrow in the Ferris wheel.

Because my life is so obviously fail

2009-02-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

(कटन?)

When I flew over at my dad's during the valentine's weekend (separated parents), an old (and pregnant) friend invited me to a food-tasting event held in one of those fancy hotels in the city. Of course, I, thinking that since it's valentines, automatically assumed that it's going to be filled with cakes and pastries and as you already guessed, I said yes.

And boy, was I surprised.

I have never seen so many pregnant women in my life.

Turns out, it was a food-tasting event for BABY FOOD. (Damn you Witch! Your baby better be named after me!)

And so, after about three hundred denials consisting of "No, i'm not pregnant" and "No, I did not get pregnant out of wedlock." I finally managed to get past the 20 or so mothers who keep on insisting that I touch their bellies because that's how mine will supposedly end up 6 months from now , (Damn you Witch!) and I ended up beside a woman (teenager) so pretty she could have been an angel. (Pregnancy suits her)

"Have you seen a girl with a pink head band?" I asked her, looking around trying to find MY friend.
"No. So how many months along are you?" She smiled, "You look like you're my age."
"Uh...I'm not pregnant. I'm just here to accompany someone." I answered, all but trying to get away because really, this is the pits. But NOOOO. She just had to start a conversation and I can't exactly ignore her because she's pregnant and well...She's pregnant.

"I see, did you taste this?" She handed me her cup of some weird brown stuff which I will never be able to name. Ever.
I looked at the thing... "No. Can't say I have. Nice?"
She made a face. "Disgusting. I'm craving for sushi. I watched this drama called Sushi Oji. It was funny."

Of course, with an opening like that. Did she really expect me to NOT follow through?!

Me: OMGOD!! DOMOTO KOICHI?!!
Her: OMGOD!! YES!! You like Jdramas?!
Me: OMGOD!! YES!! You?!
Her: OMGOD!! YES!!

So after about 2 minutes of flailing and KYAA! Domyouji! And KYAAA!!! Nakatsu! And KYAAA *insert random Japanese guys in general*!

Her: My absolute favorite is YUKAN Club! So funny!
Me: .....huh?
Her: You never watched it?! MOGOD! Like watch it! Watch it! I can totally lend you the dvd! Can I have your number? I'm Leslie by the way.
Me: No... No.. I've watched it... Just that... Really? Yukan club?
Her: Well duh! AKANISHI IS HOT!!!!!!!!

Let's just say that after that I just...Didn't have the braincells to argue.

Me: I love Yamapi!!!

And for some reason, she started laughing out loud. I'm serious. She laughed so hard that she kept holding onto her stomach and I was like..

"Are you alright? Please don't give birth here."

Her: Yeah, a friend told me once that a girl burned her house because of Yamapi.
Me: .....Uh ha ha...ha..ha...ha? Eh..Who is this friend? *shifty eyes*
Her: Well, I don't know the girl but I guess my friend does. She's like, obsessed with YamaPi and all.
Inner Me:. Don't be paranoid. It's not you. It's not you. There's a big difference between kitchen and house. It's not you.
Her: So, i never did get your name? Mine's Leslie. I'm married to a Japanese guy, that's how I got into jdramas/jpop.
Me: Nice to meet you. My name's Cor...vin... *insert "it's my grandma's name" excuse.*

Etc. Etc. Etc. So now, I made a new friend. (Who doesn't know my ACTUAL name and who i've confirmed, has no LJ account! So HAH! It's not me!)

All was well and good, (even though I had to force down disgusting baby food) but they had cold milo so I managed to finish about 10 cups of that.

In fact, I rather enjoyed it. The only bad thing about the entire event was this mother who started lactating and asked me to help her stuff her boobies with tissue. But i'm sure nobody wants to hear about that so I won't elaborate.

When I got home, my dad eyed my free "For your baby package", (With baby powder, oil, shampoo and all.) and asked me to sit down the table.

"Is there something I should know about?"

"Sighs."

In any case, if anyone's looking for me, i'm hiding under a rock.

Dramas! Dramas! Dramas!

2009-02-09T19:33:00.001-08:00

You can't bully me Toma!
(Apparently, not many people recognize that my ICON is TomaPi)

What happened? I was gone for a few days and it seems that half of LJ updated? And yet, there's nothing exciting going on. Well. Except for YamaPi missing Toma and Maki. And Tegoshi dating an older woman? I didn't even know that Tegoshi was a guy. Oh well. You live, you learn.

So I finally caught up with a few dramas and I just want to flail!

1. VOICE- TomEita! GAAAD! Even their namesquish is ADORABLE! I love episode 3 because of them latching onto each other's arms! I'm even starting to like Aki! And to think she used to irritate me! I don't know what's happening but I think the other 2 members of the seminar are suddenly placed in the background. Bet meh, the characters are so sugary cute together they make my teeth hurt.

2. RESCUE- Am I the only one who thinks that this is a serious version of voice? The main characters even have the same initials. And backgrounds. And BFF's to support them.... It's a little too serious but Yamamoto Yusuuke more than makes up for it! I don't even care if Nakamaru's nose took half the screen, everytime I see HanaKimi dude being a BASTARD, I want to tie him with silk handkerchief on a fireman's pole and abuse him with leather whip or whip cream. (I can't decide, leather whip is kinky but whip cream is tastier...Sigh.. My life is so obviously hard.)

Nakamaru has a nice body, why didn't I realize it before? All tall and straight. SQUEE! Here Maru-chan! Have a BFF!

(I'm still wondering what his actual role is...)

3. Uta no Oniisan- Ohno is LOVE I always say. He still is. I keep waiting for an update of this drama. I've only watch till episode two and so far, i'm liking it. Though the prince isn't so charming and everytime he sings a children song, my head is filled with images of JOHNNY KITAGAWA and the HEY SAY CHOIR on a big SAUNA bath. I don't know why! I do not know WHY! Of all things my brain dead brain can come up with, it has to be that! I cannot wait until Ohno takes the reins and dethrone that tights-loving prince! I also love the "other" Maru, though his role is more of a comic relief, he's still perfect for his part!

4. Mei-chan no shitzuji- It took me up till episode 3 to realize that the white haired butler is Yamada Yuu's husband in Seigi no Mikata! How slow am I?!? This drama is just hilarious and nothing more. I suppose it's also meant to be suspenseful and such but as it progresses, i'm just getting tired. And whatever happened to Mameshiba/Otoya? Gone are his princess2 D days when he was all new and fresh! Nowadays, everytime I see him he looks more and more molested! (not that he isn't love anymore, just that,...what happened?) Anyway, Hiro makes a cute butler! and his VOICE! GAAAD! He always sounds sincere! What's up with that VOICE! I want to hear him speak in English again and again and again!

5. Kami no Shizuka- I may be the only person in this world to actually like this drama. Shocking. Because I never finished Tatta hitotsu no koi and I never got passed episode 2 of 1 pound gospel. And yet, I am eagerly awaiting episode 3 and I am not even a KAME FAN. (but i'll admit, I'd like to have his brows as it is a magnificent work of art.) It may be the wine or it may be the music but for some reason, it appeals to me. I do not find it boring, (for the moment) I enjoy seeing Kame in formal clothes because it makes him look like a decent guy that you can almost forget that he sluts for a living. (Not to mention that his hobbies include cross-dressing and making out with questionable men. I love JE boys!) I also like the "enemy" because he's just....I don't know, evil? Plus, why is Robert-sensei always a connoisseur of some sort? Too bad the ratings are low.

See Kame? Even Jin is pissed that your drama ratings are low. (Is this Jin?)

6. Others- Well, I'm going to watch Kiina now. And Love shuffle. And that love/angst drama.

TOMAPI FIC: The moobs factor

2009-01-17T08:13:00.000-08:00

Title: The moobs factor

Pairing: Supposedly TomaPi but for some reason, a lot of JE ninja’ed themselves in.

Genre: Crack?

Summary: Apparently, YamaPi had breast enhancements.

A/N: A BIRTHDAY fic for a friend. This fic made me realize that I was not meant to write crack (unless it’s real life) or porn. Lol, I tried hard! UNBETA’ed! Beware of tenses, they're all over the place.

It all started with Ikuta Toma.

Well, not really. It actually all started with Jin but we’ll get to that. So anyway, Toma was busy staring at Yamapi’s fluffy pink sweater one fine monday morning. He thinks that life is so not fair and that he needed more sleep because for some strange reason, he finds himself staring at the circle-shaped design near Pi’s chest and thinks that they look tasty. In fact, they look exactly like the meat buns his grandmother used to bake. And so of course, he just had to tell someone that fact.

That someone turned out to be none other than his cafeteria seatmate and loyal friend Akanishi Jin. Now, as everyone probably already know, the Bakanishi is a lot more stupid than his fan girls would like to admit. And so, when Toma told him that the design in Pi’s sweater looked a lot like the meat buns his grandma used to make, Jin’s instant reaction was to do a very complicated hip-roll that had the 7836 gay managers of JE looking at him like he was God’s gift to women, (Which he IS.) and that he should be given an new solo with English lyrics like “sweet” and “secretions” for the greater good of the company.

Johnny Kitagawa just thinks that maybe it was time for another nightly visit.

Then of course, Jin’s brain (or brains. I can’t really tell.) finally processed that his friend had said something very important and he just had to answer.

“Huh?” Was what he said.
“Forget it.” Was Toma’s reply.

Now, Toma, had of course, already forgotten that little incident and was moving on with his own life by trying out a few of Aiba’s feather boa collection while the whole of ARASHI debate whether or not they should wear color-coded underwear for their 11^th anniversary party. But unfortunately for him, (Toma) Jin had a very good memory (although others might term it "slow understanding.”) and remembered what his very good friend told him.

“Did you know that Pi’s moobs are actually meat buns?” Jin told the first person he saw the moment he remembered what he thought Toma said. That first person happened to be a very good band mate of Yamapi’s and was currently very hungry.

“Meat buns?” Massu’s eyes glazed. He didn’t realize that his leader liked to keep his food in his chest. He thought that maybe that was where Pi hides his secret stash to keep them warm and so that is why they (the NEWS members) never see him eat anything other than that disgusting protein jelly. Massu decided that maybe it was time for an investigation. Besides, it was almost time for lunch.

“Eh? Leader’s chest is full of meat buns?” Tegoshi exclaimed. Massu nodded. Tegoshi tilted his head. He doesn’t really care but he remembered touching them before and come to think of it, Yamashita-san’s moobs are indeed soft and warm. “Sou ka.” He told Massu who he noticed, was now eyeing their leader’s chest with a very hungry look in his eyes. Tegoshi hoped that his singing partner wouldn’t bite their leaders’ chest suddenly. YamaPi cannot afford to be hospitalized because he still needs to do Tegoshi’s make-up for their concert tonight. He spotted Nagase-san and decided that it was time to be Godly. He needed a back-up just in case.

Koichi knew his friend wasn’t exactly the brightest bulb in JE but neither was he the dimmest. No one else but Domoto Koichi would know that the honor belongs to the sluttiest KATTUN member who is not Kame. Or Koki. Or Junno. Or Ueda. Or that guy with the big nose.

“What do you mean Yamashita-san’s chest is fat? They’re called pecs.”
“Tegoshi told me that when he touched YamaPi’s moobs, they were big and fatty. I think he’s taking estrogen pills to make them bigger. That bastard.”

The Kinki kid sighed. His creepy partner will have a field day with this one. Heck, he might even change his hairstyle again. Which, now that Koichi had thought about it, would serve him well. Because seriously, what’s up with the perm?

“Did you know that your precious YamaPi has BOOBS?” Tsubasa told his best friend who was busy…. doing something he usually does when they’re not doing anything else.

“Mfffgh?” Came Takizawa’s muffled reply.

Tsubasa groaned. (Not that it's important to the story.) The newly bald Tsuyoshi had earlier told him that it seems Yamapi was growing breasts underneath that sweater he was wearing. Apparently, the whole of JE was talking about Yamashita Tomohisa’s not so secret boobs.

Now, Tackey, who considers himself as a father to his favorite kohai, immediately cornered the now supposedly boobied (there is no such word, just so we’re all clear on this.) Yamapi inside the NEWS dressing room and demanded that he be shown the “goodies” as it was his job as a responsible surrogate father to name them. He had already decided that right was Tackey, left was Tsubasa. Or Jinnifer and Shigeako. Whichever fits better.

Needless to say, Yamapi dragged a confused Toma from doing MatsuJun’s dirty laundry into the JE elite lounge and threw him on the king sized bed owned by Chinen, (Because Ohno sleeps there sometimes) and started stripping. Toma stared and thought that he might as well wash that sweater too. And the shirt. And the moobs…

Which, he later found out, tastes a whole lot better than the meat buns his grandmother used to bake.

And with that, our story ends.

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“Did you guys know that Yamapi had breast implants?” Yoko gleefully informed his band mates.

They ignored him.

So what?

Yasu still wears a skirt.

My JE experience!

2008-12-31T07:15:00.001-08:00

(Too much love!)

Hey guys, since it's the new year, I feel like talking about myself because I feel like i'm starting to seem like a ditz the way I talk and all. Lol. So here are a few things about me in general.

- For all my talk about NEWS and KATTUN, my fandom is actually ARASHI. Yes. You read that right. ARASHI. After 3 long years of fangirling them, I still can't choose a favorite. I love them all so much I can't even choose WHO to TALK about! I have their dvd's and posters and watched MOST of their shows no matter how weird some of it are because I rarely ever watched an episode which BORED me. (I got bored with CKTtun show.)

- Yamapi is my ichiban. But I fangirl a lot of people. Just because I don't talk much about him, or post or litter my page with his pictures does not signify that i've lost interest. I love him because everytime I watch NwP. He makes me fall in love with him again and again and again.

- For all my talk of Yamapi, I have a strong feeling that if i'm ever given the chance to meet him, i'll treat him more as a brother rather than a lover. Because I felt like i've known him for so long that it's almost...incestous. Lol. Which is why i've always said that my obsession with Pi will be determined the moment I meet him!

- I liked Shige since I saw his new hairstyle in weeek. But no one seem to know him then, it's only lately when I started talking about him. The guy is lovable because he fails so so so so so so much. But man, can he write.

- Jun-bait was what happened to me. Gokusen 1. The reason I got into JE fandom. Now I don't stay for Jun alone. I stay for all the GAY men in JE! (which means ALL of them)

- PiKame was the first JE yaoi pairing I ever shipped. Yes. PiKame. NwP. I loved the ending. So so so so much. I still read fanfictions of them together. I can't help it. It was my first JE yaoi love.

- My OTP is TomaPi. Because I saw Toma in HYD and got interested and learned that he was with Pi in 4tops. Watching their vids, I realized that Pi ALWAYS looked happy beside Toma. He didn't look like a ROBOT and he didn't have what we now call "fisheyes". I believe that Toma is good for Pi. And I hate Johnny for breaking them apart.

- YaMaki is my HET OTP. Because they look good together and they look good for each other!

- KoyaShige makes me "squee" a lot because it makes me think that this should be how TomaPi would be right now!

- NEWS is my 2nd favorite boyband because they are all SMART. (Yes! ALL!) I don't think Kei is as ditzy as he acts, nor do I believe that Massu is stupid or that Shige always fails.... Their interviews make the most sense out of all the JE bands. And they actually give answers which are logical!

- I don't hate KATTUN. Most people think I do but I don't. Life would be so boring without their constant bickerings and slutty-tumes and sheer idiocy. They win at being bad.

- I hate HSJUMP. This is very very very true. I don't hate the members, just the fact that they are all young and looked too ready to do whatever just to make it. I'm scared for them.

- I love: Yamapi, Toma, Tsubasa, Tsuyoshi, Guchi-Maru-Ueda, all of news, Okada-Ken, Taichi-Joshima-Nagase, ARASHI, Ohkura and Kusano Hironori. Yes, Notti.

- I know that JE people can RARELY sing, act, dance, host at the same time, but even when they lack all of those and the looks, they still bait me. Stupid JE packaging.

- I love Ishigaki of Question. I want to feel his hands.

- I could never understand how NEWS costumes look like rags while Kattun costumes look like sluts. News can't even afford proper make-up and hairstylists while Kattun is littered with eyeliners and lipgloss. Plus Jin has really fluffy hair.

- I believe that TEGOSHI is GOD because no one in NEWS is yet to suffocate from their costumes. Except maybe for Shige.

- I don't care what ARASHI wears. They can hold a concert in drag for all I care, i'd still be joining the party.

- And lastly, I have no idea how I managed to stay in fandom for three years. SERIOUSLY.

Thank you's!

2008-12-24T09:02:00.000-08:00

(Chibis' as christmas gifts anyone?)

Wow. This is the last day of my punishment! (posting everyday until christmas day.) I can't say I didn't have fun. Personally,...This has been the most productive I have ever been!

So what can I say? Thanks for putting up with me and my quirks! Some of you must have had enough of JE boys and YAMAPI and SHIGE by now! I don't mean to spam you with these gorgeous lovable beings, it's just that I love them and I like showing it! *smiles*

Thanks to Shingung and Doda, (and sometimes lilly!) who seem to be here everyday, i'm actually quite touched. And to everyone (anonymous or not) who visited my blog and who read my fanfictions. (Even when I RARELY update it) I appreciate the comments everyone left and my deepest thanks to everyone!

I'll try to continually update but knowing me, by tomorrow, i'd have forgotten all about this blog. Haha.

Thanks guys!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-23T10:03:00.000-08:00

(Our Christmas lantern)

From where I live it's the 24th. The day before christmas. Christmas eve.

Tomorrow is the 25th.

To everyone who are able to read this post.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I wish you and your family happiness, fulfillment, and peace.

This day is all about love.

Give and accept!

There's plenty of it to go around!

The grand scheme of things

2008-12-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, the world feels too strange and too big for me.

I stare without seeing, I eat without tasting, I listen without hearing, I breath without smelling and I touch without feeling.

Why are there moments like these in my life?