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(Pi who?) At least now we know the answer.</div><a name="cutid1"></a><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center;"><img style="width: 389px; height: 499px;" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/hpswf1/pic/00195e39" alt="" /><br /><br />Is it wrong that I love this so much? Is it wrong? Is it wrong?!!<br />swiped from <span class="ljuser ljuser-name_hpswf1" user="hpswf1" style="white-space: nowrap;"><a href="http://hpswf1.livejournal.com/profile"><img class="ContextualPopup" src="http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" alt="[info]" style="border: 0pt none ; vertical-align: bottom; padding-right: 1px;" width="17" height="17" /></a><a href="http://hpswf1.livejournal.com/"><b>hpswf1</b></a></span><br /><br />*goes back to listening to teachers before I collapse from mental orgasm*</div></div><br /></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-9519135042403865302009-08-08T00:49:00.000-07:002009-08-08T00:51:54.664-07:00How to cure this obsession?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r99/c0rin/000zz2c8.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 548px;" src="http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r99/c0rin/000zz2c8.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Oh Yamapi, your moobs sparkle like no other.<br /></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-52558024636722625132009-08-06T21:46:00.000-07:002009-08-06T21:48:05.600-07:00{Fic} And the world is our stage<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Title: And the world is our stage<br />Pairing: AKAME<br /><o:p></o:p>Summary: Kame needs to take Jin back. Jin wants to stay. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><br />The curtains closed and his heart stopped beating.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">For a moment he felt time stood still.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Kazu?” He whispered at the person standing in front of him.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Bakanishi.” The other guy nodded his hello. “May I sit down?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin blinked. Then moved to make room for his old friend. “Sure. But what are you doing here in LA?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I’m here to take you back.” Kame answered as he sat down on the park bench and crossed his legs, “So? Shall we return home?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“No one’s called me that in years.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Bakanishi? You’ll always be Bakanishi to me.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin’s brow furrowed, stared at the person beside him. There was something different about Kazuya Kamenashi. Oh he looked the same, pale, skinny, beautiful.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kame was always beautiful.<span style=""> </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You changed.” Jin finally responded, “I mean..You look exactly the same like when I last saw you..Only…relaxed?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Well. I don’t have much to do now.” His friend replied, smiling his real smile. The Kazuya smile Jin rarely saw, even before. “You look well.” He added, eyeing Jin’s designer jeans and jacket. “You always were suited for fame.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You were the one who left.” Jin accused.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kame nodded. “I was the one who left.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">They sat side by side. Jin watched his surroundings, in front of him; he can see parents play with their children in the grassy open space in the middle of the park. He can feel the wind whoosh as the spring air blew past him and Kame; he can smell the taste of hotdogs being served to the customers waiting in line.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He felt right at home.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin wiped his sweaty palms on his jeans.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He can feel everything but the beating of his own heart.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“A-aaah.” He groaned. “I’m nervous for some reason.” He faced Kamenashi. “You’re making me nervous for a reason!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He stared as one perfectly plucked eyebrow rose in question. “I make you nervous?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin shrugged.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Is there something you should be nervous about?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I don’t know. You see, you left us 3 years ago. I haven’t seen you in three years. And now, suddenly, from out of nowhere you appear and decide that you want to take me home.” Jin stood up and started pacing, Kame silently looked on. “Why the sudden interest? Did the agency call you and begged you to come get me? Why now? You didn’t care before. You don’t even talk to me unless you have to. You don’t return my calls. You don’t accept my peace offerings and one day you were just…Gone. We never expected it. I didn’t even know what happened to you, you just simply disappeared and the rest of us disbanded.<span style=""> </span>That’s that. End of KATTUN. Kamenashi is a bastard who didn’t give a shit. And now you want to take me back home?” He kicked his friends’ left boot. “I demand to know why!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kame smirked. “You haven’t changed at all. You’re still a child at 28.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Am not!” Jin stuck out his tongue, and then collapsed on his knees on the pavement. “Ow!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Are you alright?” Kame immediately wrapped an arm around him and helped him up.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He rubbed his chest as he tried to stand. Painful, so very painful. It was as if someone stuck a thousand needles in his naked heart and started stabbing it one after the other. He fisted Kame’s white shirt. “Ow. It hurts. Everything hurts. I hate you Kazuya. Whenever I’m with you I get this pain in my heart and it gets worse every time I see you. It gets worse and worse until I can’t feel anymore. You hurt me just by being here.” Jin took a deep breath and wiped the tears falling from his eyes. <i>“You hurt me just by being here.”</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> He whispered again, burying his face in Kamenashi’s neck. He relaxed as he felt his friends’ hand rubbing circles in his back. Strangely enough, he suddenly felt better the moment Kame touched him. </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Hush.” Kame brushed his bangs away from his face. “You’ll be fine. And that’s a really insulting thing to say to someone you haven’t seen in three years.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin closed his eyes. It was hurting again, this time worse, and a lot stronger. He was already shaking from the pain. His heart felt bruised, like someone threw it in the middle of the street and everyone just started stepping on it. He took deep breaths, his hands unintentionally wrapping themselves around his friend’s body. He had to keep himself from biting Kame’s neck in pain. “I think I’m experiencing withdrawal symptoms of some sort.” He moaned in pain at the constant piercing. “Maybe I need to get away from you.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“What you need to do is go home back to your life.” Kazuya answered and pushed Jin away so that he can place a warm hand on his heart. The pain immediately ceased. “Escaping here won’t make a difference. Everyone’s looking for you, you know. They want you back. You have duties to fulfill, fan girls to please, friends and families to go back to. They’re all waiting for you to return, Bakanishi. You can’t stay and hide here forever.” Kame clasped their hands together and pulled him close. “We are not the same people we were three years ago. I have my own life now and while it’s not ideal, I am happier than I have ever been in my life. You have your solo career to return to, you can’t just leave the people counting on you the way I did. I was stupid Jin. I regret that. I regret a lot of things. But past is past and even if I want to change the stupid decisions I’ve made, it’s too late now. I waited too long and even if I could, I don’t have the right to face the rest anymore.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin bit his lip. “Return with me? Maybe Johnny will allow us to re-establish KATTUN once you’re back. Maybe we can be AKAME again. May— Why are you laughing?” He pouted, “I’m serious!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kame started walking, still holding Jin’s hand with his own. People ignored them as they strolled the pavement, a few joggers were doing their usual pace and a couple of teenagers were feeding the pigeons scattered around the park.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin thinks that maybe he can get used to this kind of life.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“What are you thinking?” Kame asked him, slowing his pace and matching Jin’s stride.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“That I could live here with you. We can be happy.”<span style=""> </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">The other guy shook his head no.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">His eyes widen in realization. “Oh my God. You married? Did you marry? You impregnated someone and had a family? Is that why you left?!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“No.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“….You…Are you sick with some incurable disease?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“No.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Are you living with someone? Like,…Are you gay?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“No to the first and I don’t know to the second.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">A cough. “How can you not know?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">A smirk. “We never tried.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“KAZU!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I missed that scandalous shriek.” Kame smiled at Jin, “I missed you.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin looked down as he walked, licked his suddenly dry lips. “I missed you too.” He mumbled. “I mean, you know…everyone misses you.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I miss them too.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“So how come we never tried?” Jin asked quietly, dreading the answer. He clutched Kame’s hand tighter, he was going to force an answer out of him, and this might be his only chance. “You knew, I know you knew.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I knew.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He poked Kamenashi’s cheek. “Stop doing that!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Sorry.” Kame took a deep breath and let it out, “I got used to repeating what anyone says because everyone here usually understand even without explanations. I forgot that you’re <i>the</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> Bakanishi.” He poked Jin’s cheek back. “It was my fault I guess, I was scared, young, you were old enough and maybe you already know yourself at that time.” He faced his old friend, “I was confused and it didn’t help that the company was forcing us to do the whole fan service thing. When you returned from here, I couldn’t bear to be around you so much, everyday, every hour, every minute. You were everything I wasn’t, you reminded me of the kind of person I wanted to be. I was jealous. Jealous of your popularity, of your talent, of your charisma, Sheesh Jin, you only need to smile and people immediately love you.” He shrugged, rubbed his neck with his free hand. “I work hard. I’ve been working hard since I entered Jimusho and I haven’t stopped working until the very day I left. Yet you, everything comes easy to you. You can sing well, dance well, compose well, and you have the face, the market value, you didn’t need to work for it like the rest of us. You were a natural at everything, and to top it off, you aren’t as dumb as the others make you out to be. You have street smarts and you use it to your advantage, you play the whole dumb blond game yet you probably have more common sense than the rest of K-TTUN combined.” Kame laughed, not a derisive laugh, laugh, but a sheepish, sort of embarrassed laugh. “Mah, we shouldn’t be talking about this anymore. It’s not relevant to the current situation.” </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Yes it is.” Jin murmured softly, touching Kame’s hand to his cheek. “I’ve always wondered why you hate me.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I never hated you. If anything, it was the complete opposite.” Kame answered, slowly stroking the soft pale skin with the back of his hand. “I was just…Smarting?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin eyed the soft, pink lips in front of him, “Why don’t we try now?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“It’s not that easy you know.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You love me, and I’ve always made it clear that I love you. You’re free, I’m free, and we are here, just the two of us. Alone. Together. So why can’t we try now? When we still can? Isn’t this a second chance? Aren’t we supposed to take advantage of second chances?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kame released Jin’s hand and faced him until they’re eye to eye. “Did it ever occur to you that we are not meant to be in this lifetime?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“We are meant to be, even our former fan girls agree.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You know, I do believe we are. Just not today and not here.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Why? Do you have somewhere else to be?” Jin questioned incredulously.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kame winked. “I need to get you home before everyone else decides that it’s no use waiting for you.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“But I want to stay here with you!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You can’t stay here Jin. You don’t belong here. I don’t belong here. We both have somewhere else we need to be.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin stared at him, “What are you talking about?! This is LA! I’ve lived here! I can stay here! Jimusho will just have to find another talent to build! I’m not that hard to replace you know!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“And Yamapi? Yuu? Toma? Reio? Your parents? What about them? Are you going to leave them behind?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I can visit them anytime!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“If it were that easy I would have visited you a long, long time ago.” Kame looked at him seriously, “Do you know why I’m here? Because you’re here, because everyone knows that you’re looking for me and that you want me to be here. Do you know why I willingly went here? Because I want you to go back home, I don’t want you to follow me Bakanishi, we can’t be together, I live a different life now and I can’t be selfish. Taking you with me means leaving a lot of people behind. I don’t want you to sacrifice anything because you have a choice.” Kame closed his eyes, whispered, “<i>A choice I never had.” <o:p></o:p></i></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin memorized his friends’ face. That angular jaw which can open into a wide smile, those ridiculously perfectly shaped eyebrows, that moist pink kissable lips, those big soft brown eyes. He will always remember Kazuya’s face. He might forget a lot of things from time to time but Kame’s face is something that will forever be imprinted in his memory. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I love you. I never had a chance to personally tell you that.” Jin bit his lower lip, trying to prevent the tears slowly trailing down his cheeks. “I will always love you.” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Kazuya raised Jin’s chin, “I know Bakanishi.” He whispered softly against his best friend’s cheek, “I love you too. When you need me, find me here.” He tapped Jin’s heart. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Then kissed him. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">A warm, fluffy, addicting kiss, making Jin dizzy.<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He can hear his heart beat again.<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">---<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">The air felt stale. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">His moaned, <i>“My throat hurts.”</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> He tried to speak. <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Someone gasped. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">There was a moment of silence before he felt everything happen all at once. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><i>“Kazu.”</i><span style="font-style: normal;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">---<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He opened his eyes to two faces he recognized, “Uh.” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Someone give him water.” His mother raised his bed and slowly placed a glass of water under his lip. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He took a sip. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Are you alright?” His father asked, looking relieved. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin nodded. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You scared us for a moment there.” His mother said, Jin noticed that her eyes were red. <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Reio?” his voice was scratchy.<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Asleep.” His father answered, “He’s been crying the whole afternoon.” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Yamapi?”<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Outside. Do you want to talk to him? He and the rest have been here since 4AM.” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He nodded. “I need to ask something from him.” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">His mother fluffed his pillows and soothed his hair, “We’ll just be outside okay honey?”<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Thanks.” He whispered as his parents opened the door to leave the room. He watched Yamapi enter and sat beside his bed. His best friend looked nervous, confused.<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You scared us.”<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I’m sorry.” Jin looked at him. “What happened?”<o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Yamapi’s brow furrowed, “Don’t you remember? You were speeding and hit a van at around 4 in the morning.” He looked at Jin, “They say you were trying to kill yourself.” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Was I?” He asked, “Was I trying to kill myself?” <o:p></o:p></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Why don’t you tell me?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I’m tired. I don’t want this life anymore.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Yamapi gripped his hand. “So you thought you can solve that by ending your life?! Did you even think about us?! Jin you were dead!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Calm down. I wasn’t trying to commit suicide. It was an accident. I’m here! I’m alive!”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“No. You were dead. You were pronounced dead when I arrived here in the hospital.” Yamapi stood up and looked at his friend and colleague, “You were already dead when they tried to use CPR on you.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin’s mouth opened his shock. Electric. It was electric, not needles. He swallowed, “I was…dead?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“We were already mourning you, they covered your body with white sheet and we were all crying, then you suddenly moaned and called out Kame’s name.” He slapped Jin’s arm. “What the fuck Bakanishi?! You scared us shitless! Your mother was in shock for hours! Reio literally had a break down and your dad thought he was going crazy! Heck, I though I was going crazy! No one knew what to do, thank God a nurse was there and had the presence of mind to call a doctor.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“I see.” He said, “I’m sorry.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“It’s fine.” Pi shook his head at him, “You can be so …”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Why did you stop calling me Bakanishi?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Yamapi blinked, “Did you hit your head that bad?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You haven’t called me Bakanishi in 3 years, why now?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“You stopped being an idiot for 3 years, until now.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">They stared at each other.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“How’s Kame?” Pi walked toward the door and twisted the knob open. “Well?”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin stared out the glass window of his room and studied the city lights. It was already dark out and the tall buildings surrounding the hospital are slowly starting to glow with brightness. It looked calm to Jin, peaceful.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">He can feel his heart beat faster.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Happy.”</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">“Then you should be happy too.” Yamapi told him before killing the lights and shutting the door.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Jin smiled and closed his eyes.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">Tomorrow, the curtains will rise again. He won’t be Bakanishi anymore. He’ll be Akanishi Jin, the number one Johnny’s idol in Japan. He will be made to face the media and apologize to his fans for causing them alarm over the accident. He will smile, say “I’m fine and on the road to recovery.” He’ll pose for the cameras and give his fans what they always wanted, a shy smile, a naughty wink, a flying kiss.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">And he’ll keep on doing those same things over and over and over again every chance he gets and every lifetime he has. He’ll continue to do it until he meets Kazuya again, and when that day comes, they will live the greatest love story ever told and the world will be their stage.</p>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-70625488556754084372009-08-04T06:37:00.000-07:002009-08-04T06:38:19.504-07:00NOBODY!<div style="text-align: center;"><object width="340" height="285"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/jywQLnUnMG0&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/jywQLnUnMG0&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="340" height="285"></embed></object><br /></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-32936698516694232052009-08-03T21:03:00.000-07:002009-08-03T21:10:29.885-07:00Me? A lesbian?<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Surely you jest?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> HAVE I EVER TOLD ANYONE HOW MUCH I HATE MEISA KUROKI? I HATE HER.</span><br /><br /><img style="cursor: pointer; color: rgb(255, 255, 51); width: 400px; height: 545px;" src="http://img3.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire1/2855a6d69beba12384d86a35f5a549361249357919_full.jpg" class="bb-image" alt="Image" /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> I HATE HER.</span><br /><img style="cursor: pointer; color: rgb(255, 255, 51); width: 400px; height: 541px;" src="http://img3.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire1/2ee43346beef746b7a970cae244fa31a1249357970_full.jpg" class="bb-image" alt="Image" /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> *.*</span><br /><img style="cursor: pointer; color: rgb(255, 255, 51); width: 400px; height: 549px;" src="http://img3.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire1/925ee0699e0db34095fd64885400acc51249358023_full.jpg" class="bb-image" alt="Image" /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> No. Seriously. I DO.</span><br /><img style="cursor: pointer; color: rgb(255, 255, 51); width: 400px; height: 546px;" src="http://img3.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire2/4522e0b87717b7aa20dbf7981ba99e761249358079_full.jpg" class="bb-image" alt="Image" /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Me? Jealous? Are you insane?</span><br /><img style="cursor: pointer; color: rgb(255, 255, 51); width: 400px; height: 532px;" src="http://img1.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire3/6ed5adc09fa393423cad0a571703a1591249358156_full.jpg" class="bb-image" alt="Image" />MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-67733649052883964572009-08-03T03:00:00.000-07:002009-08-03T03:04:08.095-07:00In which I ponder about things...<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><br /><img style="width: 308px; height: 210px;" src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y108/drpimpcane/smilegay/aibayamapificplz19.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />Proof that Yamapi kisses better when it's a guy. *nods*<br />Okay, so maybe Aiba was doing most of the work but at least Yamapi responds.</div><div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><br />ANYWAY, THIS IS MY MAN-BITCH!<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><img style="width: 335px; height: 411px;" src="http://img1.ak.crunchyroll.com/i/spire3/08312008/e/6/f/e/e6fe1dab148530_full.jpg" alt="" /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><br />This guy will step all over Nishikido Ryo's snarky face, decapitate him, castrate him all the while humming "Care."<br />Never have I met anyone so BITCHY that he makes me shiver with excitement. I love him. Oh Hee Chul, I aspire to be you. (My life aspirations are lower than a bug's. It's what makes me special! *beams*)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">I don't think there's anymore turning back now that i'm all over Kpop-fandom. I can even name around 5 SuJu members! (isn't this exciting?!) I feel so accomplished my parents would be proud of me! Of course, the only thing keeping me from jumping from joy was the knowledge that despite the fact that I don't know a single HeySeyJump song, I can at least name the members. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Sad really. I know a lot of SuJu songs since 2006 and yet I couldn't tell them apart until recently! (In my defense, they ALL look alike, it took me months to tell apart DBSK's YooChun from JunSu!) </span><br /></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-78729321143003520022009-08-02T00:06:00.000-07:002009-08-02T00:08:29.207-07:00My 11 steps to teh JE fandom<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><span style="font-family: georgia;">1. I got into fandom because of Matsumoto Jun. But not through HYD, it was Gokusen that got me interested in JE/ARASHI. I loved his white streaked hair and was convinced that he's sleeping with Yankumi and Oguri Shun at the same time. It was through MJ that I discovered the OT5 that is ARASHI. That was 2005.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">2. I originally fangirl'd Ohmiya. It didn't last long though, as hardcore as I was for them, over the years I realized that Ohmiya would be nothing without Arashi. The storm group is best when they're together, as individuals, they can be ignored but as a group they're irresistable. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">3. I met Yamashita Tomohisa in NwP because it was always on youtube's top 5 when it was shown in Japan. I gave it a chance and that was my downfall. NwP is not my first, second or third Jdrama but it was the one which made me want more. (which means I still consider it as my first j-drama!)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">4. Seishun Amigo is forever my favorite Jpop song. Up to now it's still in my ipod and I doubt i'll remove it anytime soon.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">5. PiKame is the reason I turned gay. The first rl yaoi pairing I shipped. The first real slash fics I read are of them and it was written by </span><span class="ljuser ljuser-name_peroxidepest17" user="peroxidepest17" style="white-space: nowrap; font-family: georgia;"><a href="http://peroxidepest17.livejournal.com/profile"><img class="ContextualPopup" src="http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" alt="[info]" style="border: 0pt none ; vertical-align: bottom; padding-right: 1px;" width="17" height="17" /></a><a href="http://peroxidepest17.livejournal.com/"><b>peroxidepest17</b></a></span><span style="font-family: georgia;"> .</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">6. I watched Ya-ya-yah CLIPS before I learned of NEWS via Yamapi. I always liked Kusano Hironori and knew of him before he was suspended. To be honest, he was probably the reason I liked NEWS at that time. Ryo looks like he'll eat me alive, TegoMassu are pretty much insignificant and I only know Koyama because he's always the host. Shige who?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">7. My BFF introduced me to KATTUN when they debuted and this is my reaction to real face. --> (-.-) zzz </span><br /><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Him:</strong><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Did you hear? Jin left for US! He molested a kid!</span><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Me:</strong><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Who? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">8. Cartoon KATTUN without JIN. I started to take notice. Early CTKT format was awesome. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">9. NEWS is BACK! Who in GAD's NAME is that SEXY GUY WITH THE MOHAWK?! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">10. BFF tried to get me into HSJ. </span><br /><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Him: </strong><span style="font-family: georgia;">They're so cute.</span><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Me: </strong><span style="font-family: georgia;">How old are these kids?!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">11. In which I actually start to like KATTUN.</span><br /><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Me:</strong><span style="font-family: georgia;"> OMGOD! I'm starting to like KATTUN! I think KoKame is total OTP!! Nakamaru's beatboxing is awesome! Koki is so funny! And Ueda is a princess!</span><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Him:</strong><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Huh? I'm into Kpop now.</span><br /><strong style="font-family: georgia;">Me:</strong><span style="font-family: georgia;"> </span><img style="font-family: georgia;" src="http://i115.photobucket.com/albums/n298/retaelation105/57.gif" alt="" /></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-36700318512733384832009-07-14T21:51:00.000-07:002009-07-14T21:56:13.883-07:00KPOP DOWNLOADS<div style="text-align: center;"><br /><br /><img src="http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r99/c0rin/raapg2.gif" alt="" /></div><br /><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><div style="text-align: justify;">Before I was thrown into a world where everyone is a slave to blinding glitters, where boys grope each other on national television, where Mel ships Tomapi with dogs, (Oops! How did this get here?) where androgynous Japanese men<em> groan</em> songs about vaginal secretions, where sizzling law students talk to invisible gay cats, (Happy birthday Shigeako!) where cross-dressing is considered a formidable talent, I belonged to the wonderful world of <strong>angst, moobs and eyeliner.</strong><br /><br />Yes, Korean pop. Like everyone else, I started with Winter Sonata drama. And hence my obsession for Korean music was born! (This totally made sense, SHUT UP! I'm under heavy medication and craving for chocolate!) The difference between then and now is the fact that before, I would never have dreamed of shipping Korean boys together! The very thought of it makes me puke. But alas, Jpop has now blinded my once clear vision and I am now more than willing to ship hot, sexy, Korean men.<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">But let's not talk about that. (at least, not in this journal...Yet.)<br /><br />I love Kpop for their music. True Facts. I'm hoping some of you might agree with me but if you don't, that's alright, i'd still spam you guys with Kpop anyway. *smiles winningly*<br /></div><p><br />Let's start with the newest girl band:</p><p style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://img262.imageshack.us/img262/8601/viewimage.jpg" alt="" /></p></lj-cut><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!">This is <strong>2NE1</strong> (two-en-eee-one/21) their name makes my life hard but I find their songs AWESOME! I don't know what the heck this mug shot pics are all about but i'm guessing the crimes involve hooking, drug trafficking, DUI and underage gang activities.</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"></lj-cut></div><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><br />Their latest single:<br /><br /><lj-embed id="19"><br /><object width="340" height="285"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/ve-Z3RBR_84&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/ve-Z3RBR_84&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="340" height="285"></embed></object><br /></lj-embed><br /><br />I LOVE THIS SONG. SERIOUSLY. LIKE T.T love!<br />2NE1 -<a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?tjeohiymmzy"> I don't care</a><br /><a href="http://www.ihoneyjoo.com/albums/2ne1-1st-mini-album/">Album download</a><br /><br /><br /><strong>SNSD- GIRLS GENERATION</strong><br />I could not care less about this group but this song is just catchy!<br /><br /><lj-embed id="20"><br /><object width="500" height="315"><param value="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/neHfFMyvSwc&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" name="movie"><param value="true" name="allowFullScreen"><embed allowfullscreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/neHfFMyvSwc&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" width="500" height="315"></embed></object><br /></lj-embed><br /><br />SNSD- <a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?0tdzfyzzlt3">Tell me your wish</a><br /><a href="http://www.ihoneyjoo.com/albums/girls-generation-snsd-genie-mini-album/">Album download</a><br /><br /><br /><strong>SUPER JUNIOR</strong><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><img src="http://i658.photobucket.com/albums/uu302/huicheol/sjlove/00025sst.jpg" alt="" /></div><br /><br /></lj-cut><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!">Okay, so maybe this is actually just KyuChul but I am biased and I love Hee Chul lots and lots and lots and lots. It's been so long since he last looked like a man that this MV blew me away.</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"></lj-cut></div><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><br /><lj-embed id="21"><br /><object width="340" height="285"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/cHsoaiibg1I&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/cHsoaiibg1I&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="340" height="285"></embed></object><br /></lj-embed><br /><br />Super Junior -<a href="http://www.4shared.com/file/104768682/427aea21/Super_Junior____Its_You.html"> It's you</a><br /><a href="http://www.ihoneyjoo.com/albums/super-junior-sorry-sorry-album/">Album download</a><br /><br /></lj-cut><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!">And....Lol, that's that. I placed parodies because they're a lot easier to accept than the actual lyrics? Haha. No, i'm just biased that way.</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"></lj-cut></div><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><br />Here are random Kpop songs you might like to download JUST BECAUSE?<br /><br /><strong>RAIN</strong>- If you don't know this guy, you're just weird.<br /><a href="http://www.box.net/shared/4khllgkaes">Rainism</a><br /><a href="http://www.box.net/shared/uznxkfm5fv">Fresh woman</a><br /><br /><strong>WONDER GIRLS</strong> - I wanna hug them. T.T<br /><a href="http://www.4shared.com/file/63917366/9cba6d44/Wonder_Girls_-_Nobody.html">Nobody</a><br /><a href="http://www.4shared.com/file/58745476/54853f12/So_Hot-Wonder_Girls.html?dirPwdVerified=9c8872f1">So hot</a><br /><br /></lj-cut><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><strong>EPIK HIGH</strong> - This is one of those groups where people give you a "Huh?" look when you say you don't like them. (no pressure *wink*)</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><a href="http://www.ihoneyjoo.com/albums/epik-high-pieces-part-one-album/">Album download</a></lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"></lj-cut></div><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><a href="http://www.4shared.com/file/69417551/35909b06/Epik_High_ft_Ji_Sun_-_One.html">One</a> - You can listen before download<br /><a href="http://www.4shared.com/file/35422690/135ab437/Epik_High_-_Paris.html">Paris</a>- You can listen before download<br /><br /></lj-cut><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><strong>BIG BANG</strong> - 2NE1's "senpai" if you listened to the TomaXShun radio show (with the cake and letter) the first song Oguri Shun played is Big Bang's Heaven (My heaven in Korean, I have no idea why they removed the "My") LOL. Also, Haru-haru was a BIG HIT.</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><a href="http://www.dimazdizon.com/big-bang-my-heaven-20090624/">Album download</a> - I like all the songs "shrug"</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"></lj-cut></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?tj2cmmmhy3g">Gara Gara Go</a> - latest single?</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><strong></strong></lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><strong>SHINee</strong> - I love them very much. Just that they're the equivalent of HeySeyJump!. ^.^v, but they have the cheesiest songs.</lj-cut><br /><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"></lj-cut></div><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><a href="http://%20http//www.mediafire.com/?mwmtgmyjj5z">Album download</a><br /><br /></lj-cut><div style="text-align: justify;"><lj-cut text="WARNING: KPOP (lots of it!) Ignore if not interested!"><strong>F-LIST.......JOIN MEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee~~~!</strong> (is obviously attempting to recruit people!) and if you're a lurker/stalker/whatever who's into korean pop, add me! Let's talk about angsty boys and <a href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3125/3152588748_1cb42ba8c9.jpg?v=0">Yunho's sexy moobs</a>. I'm new to the GAY fandom but dammit! I will make up for the lost time!</lj-cut></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-51603410214590932062009-06-25T18:53:00.000-07:002009-06-25T18:57:26.631-07:00Pretty young thingToday, I cried for 10 minutes. I still can't believe <a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" href="http://omg.yahoo.com/news/michael-jacksons-death-stuns-fans-across-nation/24349">Michael Jackson's</a> gone. I grew up listening to his music and despite all the controversies surrounding him, his music will always be timeless.<br /><br />Here's to you Michael!MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-41043677924084493572009-06-16T01:46:00.000-07:002009-06-16T01:49:52.993-07:00Tomapi fanfics!<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Toma, Take note of your</span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://pics.livejournal.com/johnnyshos/pic/00001ddt"> hoe's</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> words of wisdom:</span><br /><br /> <em style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">"I would never say 'I like you' or 'I love you'. I would rather have you feel it from the way I act."</em><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">*nods wisely* </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">See? All that "Let's not lie", birthday celebration dinner, majosai quickies, apologizing to Toma's fans because Toma can't stop talking about him when we all know that Pi started the whole thing by calling out Toma on his jweb! ....Clearly, Pi doesn't know that we can see through him. Sigh. I love ghei boys in love. They make my life so much brighter with their unicorns and rainbows and hardcore ...uh...manly affection? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">P: I have a pressing question which requires your utmost intelligence.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">C: Shoot.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">P: Do you think that under that basketball uniform, Yamapi's wearing </span><em style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">really loos</em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">e boxer shorts?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">C: *eyes glazed*.....Whut? </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://pics.livejournal.com/c0rin/pic/000578q7/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/c0rin/pic/000578q7" alt="" width="100" border="0" height="100" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">In any case, I hope not. I wouldn't want anything else to get in the way of ..you know,..Basketball? This is about basketball right? Of course it is, there's dancing! (Sorry, the entire Mola thing reminded me of "Superman" in Hot Shot!)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Since I am seriously, seriously FREE, I decided to compile all the </span><strong style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">hard to find?</strong><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> Tomapi fic links I saved in my comp, I know I promised doing this for someone but I seriously cannot remember who. Sorry for that. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://tongzhiai.livejournal.com/6498.html">Ikuta Toma and the clever fanfiction title</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - I am pimping this over and over and over because dude, it's Toma as Harry Potter, Yamapi as Ron and Hee Chul as Hermione. WHAT CAN POSSIBLY GO WRONG? (Hint: Bakanishi) Knowledge of KPOP might be useful but not necessarily required. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://swellinthesun.livejournal.com/3362.html">No title</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Yamapi being... Jealous?</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://takarai-karin.livejournal.com/20500.html">Scents of winter</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Vague, but loved. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://chibi-panda.livejournal.com/7510.html">Elisions</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - I think this is my favorite for no reason? I keep re-reading it. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://chibi-panda.livejournal.com/19930.html#cutid1">Remember</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - The greatest thing about being human was that you didn't have to rememeber. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://chibi-panda.livejournal.com/16619.html">The Ring </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- I AM SO SAD THIS NEVER GOT FINISHED DANG ITTTT!!!! (I seriously LOVE whatever/everything she wrote.) </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://chibi-panda.livejournal.com/13446.html#cutid1">State of Stability</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Anorexic Pi, Pin friendship. I don't even know if this is Tomapi...But he's there. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://chibi-panda.livejournal.com/11350.html">Murder before Slumber</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - More Akame-ish (and Pin stupidity) than Tomapi but to be fair, it was hilarious. *pats everyone's shoulders* There's groping </span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://kireira.livejournal.com/2630.html">involved?</a><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://kireira.livejournal.com/2630.html">Eight page conspiracy</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - I don't know where you were if you've never read this. Read every Tomapi fic she has </span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://kireira.livejournal.com/tag/tomapi">here</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://teacup79.livejournal.com/14781.html">Kissing?</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - I've just realized that she also posted a </span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://teacup79.livejournal.com/20780.html">Pi-nuki</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> icon in one of her entries. Now I feel guilty for leaving comments on her page! She probably thought I stole it from her...Eep. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://teacup79.livejournal.com/17991.html">No title</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - It's cute. Also,</span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://teacup79.livejournal.com/10590.html"> cycles</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">, it never got finished but the premise was awesome. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://starfruitangel.livejournal.com/1497.html">Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Sad. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://iwritebadporn.livejournal.com/50933.html">People are strange when you're a stranger</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Sadder. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://community.livejournal.com/towairo/454.html#cutid1">Not forgetting </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- Here's to half their lives of friendship. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://community.livejournal.com/je_holiday/23854.html">Infinity's end</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Toma would do anything to help a friend. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://fragileday.livejournal.com/10145.html#cutid1">Toma birthday drabbles</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Toma/Everyone</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://teacup79.livejournal.com/1697.html">No title</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - LOL. </span><span style="text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><a href="http://teacup79.livejournal.com/1939.html">Akira and Shuch</a>i</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - GRRR. I want to finish this. *grabby hands* WANT!</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://fragileday.livejournal.com/3041.html#cutid1">Toma drabble</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - TomaPi/TomaShun/TomaMatsuJun</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://lolelephants.livejournal.com/1153.html">The art of purchase </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- Yamapi hates shopping with Toma. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://lolelephants.livejournal.com/3281.html">Sparkling diamonds</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Maybe you can find the best things in pubs.</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://be-shining.livejournal.com/19600.html#cutid1">Untitled</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Toma as Mr. X</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://community.livejournal.com/chromatico/5939.html">The spaces in a body</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - I should tell you, I should tell you. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://wintersjuly.livejournal.com/52541.html">The Cult of Dolce and Gabbana </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- HAHAHAHAHAHAAH. And I thought Toma sports Tommy. And Silly Pi, if that Kurosagi scene is to be trusted, D&G </span><em style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">supports</em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> nothing. Nothing. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://rahchi.livejournal.com/1404.html">Another day at the office</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - TomaGURI. Just because Toma is more concerned of being killed by MatsuJun than not debuting. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://travelingpsycho.livejournal.com/14211.html#cutid1">Chance</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - It's Tomapi if you squint really, really hard. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://travelingpsycho.livejournal.com/9629.html#cutid3">5 ways Toma gets to debut</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - squint!</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://yuaelt.livejournal.com/42156.html">Decadence is Godly</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - So very, very strange. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://je-meme.livejournal.com/682.html?thread=73386#t73386">Untitled</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Smut. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://je-meme.livejournal.com/682.html?thread=247722#t247722">Kink</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - I honestly, honestly LAUGHED so hard at this and I don't know why, Gad. It's seriously...Wrong? TomaPin. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://community.livejournal.com/orchard_blossom/28181.html">You got served </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- Squint!</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://princess-rei09.livejournal.com/tag/i+go+crazy+and+write+fic+sometimes">This</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Because she goes crazy and write fics sometimes. *my cue to run like hell*</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://areea-chan.livejournal.com/39917.html#cutid1">Half our lives </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- HUG! And </span><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://areea-chan.livejournal.com/38336.html">You never have to be alone</a><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://happygaynewyear.livejournal.com/579.html?thread=6979#t6979">Oh what nice arms you have, Yamapi</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Is actually a locked fic? </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://nekoism.livejournal.com/24033.html#cutid1">Pink Teddy Bears</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Sigh. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://shichihenge.livejournal.com/912.html?thread=118672#t118672">FoodSmut </a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">- I don't know what's with TomaPin's but I always find it hilarious. The scenerio's will never work out in real life. </span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://skycouldfall.livejournal.com/70641.html?thread=1241329#t1241329">Hurrrm....Yeah.</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">. - Smut?</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://salome620.livejournal.com/10337.html">Paramour</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> - Because Toma is HOT. HOT. HOT. HOT. HOT. *andsexsexsexsexsex*</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Yeah, so okay, i'm waaay too tired to bother with the rest, i'm sure you can find the others in the usual comms. We seriously need more Tomapi fics. Anyone out there willing to write?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Also,. Pimp me an undiscovered TOMAPI fic PLEASE! I BEG YOU! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Here, have an orphan!</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" href="http://pics.livejournal.com/c0rin/pic/00058qq2/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/c0rin/pic/00058qq2" alt="" width="130" border="0" height="98" /></a><br /></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-6875834832764951142009-06-13T05:34:00.000-07:002009-06-13T05:39:24.670-07:00Tomapi: Drabbles 1<div style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIp7yjTkipJ9Id4o2ba9cXX8Sk4nsx5XC6mK1AYOtThS8n3dpgLmKmZZWCzcY0e3KPzrDR3Lo37t3vFAo1YZ0tEiuAfbxubepn31parQQNus3JyxXmkJLorwPuV9QSc1c5S-wYNFjX6YeQ/s1600-h/kurumi7.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIp7yjTkipJ9Id4o2ba9cXX8Sk4nsx5XC6mK1AYOtThS8n3dpgLmKmZZWCzcY0e3KPzrDR3Lo37t3vFAo1YZ0tEiuAfbxubepn31parQQNus3JyxXmkJLorwPuV9QSc1c5S-wYNFjX6YeQ/s320/kurumi7.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346790438638688322" border="0" /></a><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Sorry guys, i've never been so LAZY in my life. I have no drive for anything!!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">1.</span><br /> <p style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);" class="MsoNormal">Ikuta Toma smiled fondly at the scene which greeted him.<br />Yamahita Tomohisa was asleep, naked underneath the soft, comfortable blanket Toma uses to cover their bed. He nudged his lover awake.<br />“Hey sleepy-head.” He whispered softly, careful not to surprise the sleeping man. Yamapi opened his eyes, yawned, and then snuggled back inside the warm comforter.<br />“Five more minutes?” an almost childish voice said from under the covers.<br />Toma leaned down at the bundled figure and dropped a soft kiss on its temple. “Missed me?”<br />Yamapi nodded, "It's boring without you."<br /><br /><br />2.<br /><br />And so they found themselves naked in bed.<br />“This is all your fault.” Toma accused the person beside.<br />Yamapi shifted then whimpered as mind-boggling pain hit his entire body. “Ow!”<br />Toma peeked under the white sheets again before he closed his eyes, “Please tell me this is a dream. Please.”<br />“Toma why does it hurt?!” His best friend demanded, “This is all your fault!"<br />“O..Oi! It is not! I was drunk!”<br />“So was I!”<br />Toma slapped Yamapi’s arm, “Well I told you to cut your hair!”<br />Pi snorted, “Like your hair is any better!”</p><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">3.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Your breath hitches as he inches closer and like a virgin; you start to lick your suddenly dry lips and pretend that you know what you are doing when you really don’t. Girls are already hard enough as it is, boys, you realize now, are even harder. You blush when he carefully removes your robe and you watch as it pools in your feet. You suddenly feel cold and very much naked but his eyes never left yours, he touches your naked torso and you close your eyes not because you are terrified but because you don’t want him to see how nervous you are.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Don’t be nervous, he tells you, his breath warm on your neck, I’ll be careful. You feel your face turn 12 different shades of red at the connotation of his words and at the back of your mind; you have an image of yourself looking like a swollen ripe tomato. You shake your head no and deny the too obvious fact. I’m not nervous.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">He gives you the smile you love so much, the one which makes your heart beat fast and your breath shallow and you feel 18 all over again, in front of your first girlfriend, your first lover. But the person in front of you now is no girl; it’s a different kind of first this time, a </span><em style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">really</em><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> different kind of first time.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">4.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">He leaned close and pressed a kiss on Toma's temple.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">His best friend raised an eyebrow, "What was that for?"</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Yamapi smiled, "Nothing, you're just special."</span>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com308tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3905748942730908959.post-31697984713767762662009-05-30T02:37:00.000-07:002009-05-30T03:56:25.014-07:00{Video} Ikuta Toma on 5dlk<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='424' height='340' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzMFZOtBS8h4zVuJq1RYUkXx_5xdzUXAQhwZVEgIgujrRYMYOre69M0N0I_-DRStRpX2sEKb6JigCa30IWUrA' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Notes: LOW QUALITY! My knowledge of Japanese is like, 6 units so basically, I am bad at it. Some are hardly accurate but more or less have the same thought. I used rough translations for the most part. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Lesson to self: Never sub again.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.megaupload.com/?d=AK06R7RR">Download link</a><br /></span></div>MChttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17853518400852660637noreply@blogger.com17